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I'm very, very sorry about what happened in your past, Cricket...You didn't deserve any of this pain. :(

In all honesty, your behavior was very normal for the situations you were in. When someone doesn't get the love they expected from their parents, it can really influence their social behaviors. Thankfully, however, your reaction to your parents' unloving attitude towards you was handled a lot better than those with a sheer revenge mindset. You may have body pain, but you are truly a strong soul, Cricket.

And you know, I remember when you wrote that status saying that you thought nobody cared about you at all, and that kind of hurt me...But I knew that you must've been going through some rough times with, what was it, cancer? Regardless, you were going through some rough times, and I really wanted to help, but, you didn't want to talk to me anymore, and I had to respect your decision.

Thankfully now though, maybe we can talk again, Cricket. :) Please know now that there are still people out there who care about you, even when it seems as if you are alone in many things. Until then, I wish you the best of luck in your final year in college!

 

 

Rock on!

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Oh wow.. your story made me cried. I had no idea you have health issues nor I know of your family problems. I know how you feel, it must be hard living in a house filled with negativity, being called a burden, not getting the love you deserve and with no one who understands you. No one should go though that, no one.

 

You're family may not support you, but all of us in kh13 will try to give you support. I never realized your behavior before, but I'm sure everyone who did will forgive you. :)

 

Just hang in there Cricket! Be healthy and be happy.

 

Thank you so much for the positive words and reply. I'll definitely hang in there and know things will get better. <3

 

 

Tried to quote you Veemon:

I'm very, very sorry about what happened in your past, Cricket...You didn't deserve any of this pain.  :( 

In all honesty, your behavior was very normal for the situations you were in. When someone doesn't get the love they expected from their parents, it can really influence their social behaviors. Thankfully, however, your reaction to your parents' unloving attitude towards you was handled a lot better than those with a sheer revenge mindset. You may have body pain, but you are truly a strong soul, Cricket. 

And you know, I remember when you wrote that status saying that you thought nobody cared about you at all, and that kind of hurt me...But I knew that you must've been going through some rough times with, what was it, cancer? Regardless, you were going through some rough times, and I really wanted to help, but, you didn't want to talk to me anymore, and I had to respect your decision. 

Thankfully now though, maybe we can talk again, Cricket.  :) Please know now that there are still people out there who care about you, even when it seems as if you are alone in many things. Until then, I wish you the best of luck in your final year in college!

 

 

Rock on!

 

 

 

Really appreciate your kindness and thank you for being understanding throughout all this. I love my family and I may seem like I am harsh on people and do not care, but I honestly really love people despite my attitude online or in real life. I have just been hurt repeatedly over and over. I never wish revenge on anyone. They thought it was cancer at one point with how frail I got and other symptoms that caused red flags and the overall inflammation in my tissues, and more. All I know is, my cartilage and tissues are breaking down and trying to break down in certain areas and it's caused a deformity in some of my joints and its speeding up the tearing process of my cartilages and the breaking down. I'll definitely take up your offer on talking again. :) And thank you for the wishes for my final year of college.

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Well...

 

Do you really have to be sorry for the mistakes you did here, because of real life events?

 

If you had to go away from this website because of the issues you've explained on this thread, then you really don't have to satisfy someone's expectations here

(At least that's the way I see it)

 

I respect the willpower you have that let you go through all of that, but all I'm saying is you don't really need to be sorry to everyone. If there are people you still talk to here, then sure, talk with them. If people you wanted to talk to don't show up here anymore, then maybe other social medias might work.

 

Good luck with the surgery and graduation!

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I'm sorry all of that happened to you. I definitely know what it's like to be in middle school with no friends, and to have throyid problems (although not as bad as yours). Hang in there and know that we are all rooting for you.

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Cricket,

You've been dealt a terrible hand, but you're doing incredibly well. The fact that you're here today shows that you can overcome all of this and succeed.

To the "person" who said that you're a burden, I hope they eat their words someday. That's such a despicable thing to say, let alone for anyone masquerading as a parental figure.

As far as I can tell, you owe no one here any apology. You've got a lot of muck to dredge through.

I know we've never really talked much recently, but if you would like someone to talk to, i'm all ears. You've helped me in the past and I would be honored to return the favor.

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Forget i said anything before i edited, i didn't read your whole story through before but now i have and still, i believe that you have got to be strong Cricket for there is hope in life and its all about an individual's will to carry on in life to find that said hope and pun more or less intended hopefully you will find something and/or someone in life that will help you and make you realize how important you are to the world, even if your own parents do not realize it, there is most definitely someone out there who does realize what you are going through and will tell you you are not a burden, the real burden is the one who calls you yourself a burden, know what i mean? causing unhappiness for everyone, its just not right, there's nothing for him to gain out of it and you just end up feeling sad because he called you something me and many others here who both know you and don't know you know that you are not, you are you, you are your very own person, no more, no less, how can anyone be a burden if they are just trying to live life itself? take the sadness Cricket and use it to make you stronger for when you finish college, that's when your life truly begins, a whole new beginning, your "Birth by Sleep", i hope that i helped cheer you up if only a little bit and if i have upset you, please reply so that i can apologize.

Edited by Iamkingdomhearts1000

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Oh man, I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through such an ordeal.  And, while I don't know you (I haven't even seen you on this site before), but I do wish you the best of luck!  I can't think of anything else to say, so sorry. :

 

And KH13 has very many kind, understanding members here!  Trust me, I know; I had a terrible thing happen to me and my family last year, and there were so many people here that gave their support during that time.  So, don't feel hesitant about reaching out to someone here, okay?

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Well...

 

Do you really have to be sorry for the mistakes you did here, because of real life events?

 

If you had to go away from this website because of the issues you've explained on this thread, then you really don't have to satisfy someone's expectations here

(At least that's the way I see it)

 

I respect the willpower you have that let you go through all of that, but all I'm saying is you don't really need to be sorry to everyone. If there are people you still talk to here, then sure, talk with them. If people you wanted to talk to don't show up here anymore, then maybe other social medias might work.

 

Good luck with the surgery and graduation!

 

Thank you Weedanort!

 

Well, I believe I could have handled my reactions to some members on here in a better light in the past even though I was going through rough times then too. I think overall I let down myself in the past here, because I didn't want to come across being harsh or moreso. I did kind of give up in some friendships and regrettably put blame on people who had no connections with the stuff I dealt with in real life on here or became angered over small things. My behavior just wasn't a great thing to follow then and so in that regard, I am meaning to whomever it all affected and who all I hurt then. And thanks, I have already messaged some people and also got some messages and it's really heartwarming. :) 

 

Thanks for the wishes for my surgery and my graduation btw!

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Hey Cricket!

 

We probably never talked if I remember right but I was probably around the time you left, I came across this by chance when I was going through my 13k+ notifications. 

 

I think it's very brave of you to work towards bettering your life, graduation and all. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that but I'm glad you stayed strong throughout! All the very best for your surgery and graduation, I'm sure you'll ace through both of it. Take care of yourself, a lot of us care for you and are proud of you!

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