I'm not really looking for advice or anything; I think I just need to put it on paper (or whatever the freak this would be called... typing?). Advice or whatever's welcome, though.
So, my parents have been divorced for... I don't know, three years? But that's a good thing. I love my dad and all, but there's no way I could live with him anymore (I even did for a year on my own. Worst year ever...). Recently, my mom's been talking with her old boyfriend online (Which I'm perfectly cool with. Let her do her thing.), and he's coming into town for the next few days. Again, I have no problem with this. Most people would say that I'm afraid of people in my life being replaced and what-not, but I don't feel any of that.
And yet, I can't shake this sinking feeling I have. I haven't really been thinking about it that much, but maybe it's just the introduction of something unfamiliar into my life. I only know this guy's voice from Skype calls and have seen a whole... two(?) pictures of him. He seems like a nice guy, kind of like me (but less cool, naturally. ;D No really. I hope I'm not like that in 20-something years. I want my swag intact.). I'll be meeting him tomorrow, but I'm still... uneasy.
I think just typing this helped a little, although I'm not sure how or why. Thanks to anyone who read my ramblings. Tip your waitresses.
I'm not really looking for advice or anything; I think I just need to put it on paper (or whatever the freak this would be called... typing?). Advice or whatever's welcome, though.
So, my parents have been divorced for... I don't know, three years? But that's a good thing. I love my dad and all, but there's no way I could live with him anymore (I even did for a year on my own. Worst year ever...). Recently, my mom's been talking with her old boyfriend online (Which I'm perfectly cool with. Let her do her thing.), and he's coming into town for the next few days. Again, I have no problem with this. Most people would say that I'm afraid of people in my life being replaced and what-not, but I don't feel any of that.
And yet, I can't shake this sinking feeling I have. I haven't really been thinking about it that much, but maybe it's just the introduction of something unfamiliar into my life. I only know this guy's voice from Skype calls and have seen a whole... two(?) pictures of him. He seems like a nice guy, kind of like me (but less cool, naturally. ;D No really. I hope I'm not like that in 20-something years. I want my swag intact.). I'll be meeting him tomorrow, but I'm still... uneasy.
I think just typing this helped a little, although I'm not sure how or why. Thanks to anyone who read my ramblings. Tip your waitresses.
Edited by AnsemTheWise