(This little story was one I wanted to make kind of for a last minute. It does NOT INVOLVE MY ACTUAL LIFE, THIS IS JUST SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE WHO DON'T THINK HIGHLY OF THEMSELVES FEEL HOPEFUL. Oh, I also made this because I was bored.)
I've been someone who was not really cared for about. At my middle school, everyone hated me, they hated me but kept it hidden from me. I had two people care for me and their names were Sean and Seth, who appeared to have at least give a damn, at least I thought they did. Sean started insulting me all because of my name and because of how I kept beating in almost everything he excelled at. And Seth, the one I thought really gave a damn literally, just started to abuse me for no reason and found significant joy in it. I never thought those two would actually betray me for real as they seemed to be loyal to the point where our bond would feel like it's unbreakable. Now even though they hurt the most, there were others who just betrayed me day by day, losing one friend each day that went by. I thought I lost the ability to even talk to others offline so I ended up resorting to using social networks to help me with this. That pain wasn't the last, as much as I wanted it to be. Next were my own relatives. My cousin on my mother's side ended up becoming a cold hearted, naive, bastard who, before becoming who he is now, was a kind hearted guy who would do anything for you if you knew him truly. My cousin on my father's side was someone who would do anything for a price and that price was usually small, but now whenever it came to me, his price would be outrageous, like, "Kill a human and bring their own heart to me", to the point where I would refuse to comply. And both of their families adapted the way those two acted, making them unbearable to be around with in any way. My own mother ended up becoming a wreck. She would be laughing hysterically after she thought about my father who divorced her, she would sometimes end up locking me in cages laughing as usual, which just made my own life unbearable. My own father walked out of my life because of reasons he would never tell me, saying, "It would be more than too much for you to handle", when really he doesn't know what hell I go through. So go ahead Dad, take a shot at your own son. I will keep living on as long as I know that there is someone who truly cares for me and not people such as my cousins, "friends", anyone else. I will never stop walking my path to happiness, so take a shot, and let's see what big of an impact you'll truly make on me or better yet, yourself.
(This little story was one I wanted to make kind of for a last minute. It does NOT INVOLVE MY ACTUAL LIFE, THIS IS JUST SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE WHO DON'T THINK HIGHLY OF THEMSELVES FEEL HOPEFUL. Oh, I also made this because I was bored.)
I've been someone who was not really cared for about. At my middle school, everyone hated me, they hated me but kept it hidden from me. I had two people care for me and their names were Sean and Seth, who appeared to have at least give a damn, at least I thought they did. Sean started insulting me all because of my name and because of how I kept beating in almost everything he excelled at. And Seth, the one I thought really gave a damn literally, just started to abuse me for no reason and found significant joy in it. I never thought those two would actually betray me for real as they seemed to be loyal to the point where our bond would feel like it's unbreakable. Now even though they hurt the most, there were others who just betrayed me day by day, losing one friend each day that went by. I thought I lost the ability to even talk to others offline so I ended up resorting to using social networks to help me with this. That pain wasn't the last, as much as I wanted it to be. Next were my own relatives. My cousin on my mother's side ended up becoming a cold hearted, naive, bastard who, before becoming who he is now, was a kind hearted guy who would do anything for you if you knew him truly. My cousin on my father's side was someone who would do anything for a price and that price was usually small, but now whenever it came to me, his price would be outrageous, like, "Kill a human and bring their own heart to me", to the point where I would refuse to comply. And both of their families adapted the way those two acted, making them unbearable to be around with in any way. My own mother ended up becoming a wreck. She would be laughing hysterically after she thought about my father who divorced her, she would sometimes end up locking me in cages laughing as usual, which just made my own life unbearable. My own father walked out of my life because of reasons he would never tell me, saying, "It would be more than too much for you to handle", when really he doesn't know what hell I go through. So go ahead Dad, take a shot at your own son. I will keep living on as long as I know that there is someone who truly cares for me and not people such as my cousins, "friends", anyone else. I will never stop walking my path to happiness, so take a shot, and let's see what big of an impact you'll truly make on me or better yet, yourself.