So the year was 2007 I just graduated from high school and was looking a for a job to keep me busy. At the time I didn't have a lot of friends I could hang with since they all went there seperate ways. So I thought I could join a site hat was passionate towards a game that everyone loved. So in 2007 I joined a KH site known as KHinsider. At the time it was very busy and very active; I made tons of friends. I was happy chatting it up about a game that kept me happy over he years.

 

After a couple years passed my father passed away and I went through a depression state where I couldn't focus anymore on life. Then the site changed quite a bit, and less people joined it or stayed active and the moods of certain people changed rather quickly. Soon before I knew it I was targeted by the admins for my stupidity on the forums. I made a topic just like the one I made today and was made fun of and treated without respect. A topic expressing my feelings and then I was made fun for it. I soon then had enemies who would only quote me and make fun of me. And so that is why I overreacted with the topic being moved it brought back those painful memories of when I was on KHinsider. I for sure thought people where going to make fun of me and laugh at me.

 

I am sorry.....

 

I've been through a lot of hardship in my life and I just feel like a loser.

Edited June 24, 201411 yr by Kodakliv

Don't worry. I won't make fun of you btw. ...hi!! Nice to Meet you!

I'm sorry No one should be made fun of when it comes to feelings. NEVER EVER DO THAT! No one deserves to have that happen to them. When it comes to feelings, people need to be taken seriously. I'm so sorry that happened, but always know you are welcome here. If you need anything I'm here, k?

There's... I can't find a niche to start reversing this thought process and behavior. Well that and the whole "KHInsider" thing [Don't get me started on that...Their anti-Kairi mindset is... Just thinking about it is making my blood boil and the fact it is the go to site for KH stuff everywhere....] is seriously hampering my own thought abilities at the moment [i think I just found my kryptonite... Well I'll be damned].

 

Have you made any progress since your graduation?

I hope you get better. What you are going through can be very tough but sometimes you gotta think positive and not let such things bite you. I am sorry you feel this way and if you ever need help going through this. You have us at KH13 if you ever need too. I am always available to chat and if i am not online right now, then you can send me a PM and i will talk to you through this. I understand how it is to go through this. I have had family members pass before and I've seeked help. Hope you get well soon!

There's... I can't find a niche to start reversing this thought process and behavior. Well that and the whole "KHInsider" thing [Don't get me started on that...Their anti-Kairi mindset is... Just thinking about it is making my blood boil and the fact it is the go to site for KH stuff everywhere....] is seriously hampering my own thought abilities at the moment [i think I just found my kryptonite... Well I'll be damned].

 

Have you made any progress since your graduation?

I work two jobs that pay very good still looking for full time but I'm happy now I have everything I want. Friends and family right here kn Kh13! Thanks guys I am so sorry for this overreacting stunt I played. I feel ashamed now.

I wish you the best of luck in this difficult time.

I am really sorry about your experiences on KHInsider. I have never been on that site but from what I have read it seems to be pretty bad. As far as I know people are not like that on this site. And if they are they will probably have a talk with the mods. Hopefully you have better days ahead. 

I wish you the best of luck in this difficult time.

haha awww Sora came right to my side! Haha I love u Sora96 stay cool!

I work two jobs that pay very good still looking for full time but I'm happy now I have everything I want. Friends and family right here kn Kh13! Thanks guys I am so sorry for this overreacting stunt I played. I feel ashamed now.

Better than me. Unemployed loser since High-school graduation and stuck in community college because apparently I'm too dumb to pursue my dreams.

And don't feel ashamed. Everyone needs to vent every now and then. It's a healthier alternative compared to a bullet to the head...

Better than me. Unemployed loser since High-school graduation and stuck in community college because apparently I'm too dumb to pursue my dreams.And don't feel ashamed. Everyone needs to vent every now and then. It's a healthier alternative compared to a bullet to the head...

Your right! Sometimes I get I these mood swings because of freaking KHinsider! They where terrible there and the admins only made things worse.

Yeah, KHInsider is not one of the kindest forums out there. Which is a shame considering the nature of the KH series, you'd think people who take some of the good from it and use it in their daily lives. I've seen worse out there, but it's never a fun experience when everyone treats you like shit. Sorry to hear that, man.

This is why KHinsider is a sub par site. 

No hate here, promise. 

At least not form me: I'm in no position to judge anyone. 

Yeah, KHInsider is not one of the kindest forums out there. Which is a shame considering the nature of the KH series, you'd think people who take some of the good from it and use it in their daily lives. I've seen worse out there, but it's never a fun experience when everyone treats you like shit. Sorry to hear that, man.

what kind of made me mad is that most of the admins don't even like KH which didn't make much sense to me.

I'm sorry to hear this, friend. I wish you luck.

Well whoever moved the topic didn't do it personally, that's for sure. It's just a duty as mod, never take it personally. Besides, we're humans, so we make mistakes, right?

Sorry for your father. I've lost someone that was like a father to me and I know just how painful it can be. I wish you strength during these hard times. If you ever want to talk about something, I'm here, just drop by the chat. Good night

dont worry kodakliv! youre awesome im my book!

Uh , you'll be fine . You are Kodakliv . And about the "enemies" part , trust me , I've made A LOT of enemies here since I joined . 

 

In my opinion , you are awesome .

Keep your chin up

 

Life strikes us with the blues and some of us are more affected than others.

Whats important is being able to stand back up on you two feet again with keyblade in hand!

 

eitherway, all the best with your life endeavors and don't lose that light!!

Sorry about that man, I hope you make i through. PFFTT Forget KHInsider who needs them, when you got the KH13 family?

Hey...I also had a hard time on KHInsider and was shot down a few times in the past, but try not to let it get to you. Move on and keep your chin up. That is how you found KH13.

We don't move, edit, lock, etc. topics because we don't like that person; we do that to help keep the forum organized...nothing personal at all. 

I'm so sorry you had a bad experience somewhere else; just people are different at each site, and nothing negative really towards them, but that is how they are...like how we are ourselves at KH13.

You have friends here and if ANYONE is being rude to you here, you can talk to me or report them. We don't allow any type of harassment here. 

If you ever want to talk, I'm on the KH13 chat or you can send me a private message.

I went through some stuff like you and I know what it feels like having others think what you say or type out is stupid...it really does hurt, but the best thing to do is to have confidence in yourself...because nothing is stupid, only the ones who make fools out of what you say are the insecure ones.

I hope your confidence grows because you are smart and I see it on here.

I'm sorry for your hardships, but that's just life. Here's a quote that you may find inspiring:

 

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass; it's about dancing in the rain."

 

I'm not sure if those are the exact words, but you get idea. It's basically saying stay positive no matter what life throws at you. I'm usually available to chat with when I'm on so just IM/PM me if you want to let off some steam. I know what it's like to have your quotes rejected by others... and it hurts. It really does. You feel like no one understands you and you begin to lose confidence in yourself because you're afraid of looking like a fool. But fret not; it doesn't matter what others think. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions, so who cares? Just hold and keep your head high

 

Peace!

Edited June 24, 201411 yr by CaelumMare

Thank you everyone so much!!!

Thank you everyone so much!!!

 

You're always welcome!

 

Peace!

So the year was 2007 I just graduated from high school and was looking a for a job to keep me busy. At the time I didn't have a lot of friends I could hang with since they all went there seperate ways. So I thought I could join a site hat was passionate towards a game that everyone loved. So in 2007 I joined a KH site known as KHinsider. At the time it was very busy and very active; I made tons of friends. I was happy chatting it up about a game that kept me happy over he years.After a couple years passed my father passed away and I went through a depression state where I couldn't focus anymore on life. Then the site changed quite a bit, and less people joined it or stayed active and the moods of certain people changed rather quickly. Soon before I knew it I was targeted by the admins for my stupidity on the forums. I made a topic just like the one I made today and was made fun of and treated without respect. A topic expressing my feelings and then I was made fun for it. I soon then had enemies who would only quote me and make fun of me. And so that is why I overreacted with the topic being moved it brought back those painful memories of when I was on KHinsider. I for sure thought people where going to make fun of me and laugh at me.I am sorry.....I've been through a lot of hardship in my life and I just feel like a loser.

It's alright bro, KH13's one big happy dysfunctional family and on top of that i bet a lot of people (including me) won't make fun of you! Stay strong my friend

It's alright bro, KH13's one big happy dysfunctional family and on top of that i bet a lot of people (including me) won't make fun of you! Stay strong my friend

thank you so much! I LOVE THIS SITE! YOU GUYS ROCK!