"Let's meet again in the next life..."

"Yeah...I'll be waiting."

 

This is a 1x1 RP with the talents of Zexion/Ienzo and me, VenRoxKH.

 

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I don't really have any rules, since language is totally variable. It makes the RP have more feeling.

 

TAKE IT AWAY Zexion/Ienzo!

Axel hugged Roxas tighter and looked up at the sky. This moment was all too perfect. He didn't want t o end. He was so glad they decided to come here. As he was about to open his mouth to say something Roxas called his name.

 

"Yeah, Rox?"

Roxas bit his lip, not wanting to ruin the moment. They were so happy...but he had to know. Because this was the third time this had happened and he wanted to know why.

 

"Who's Sora?" He asked cautiously, fumbling with his hoodie gently as he looked down. He just had to open his mouth...

Axel let go of Roxas and turned on his side. He felt a sharp pain in his chest and gulped. He didnt want to tell Roxas. Maybe it'd hurt him again. He'd take a great risk in that...

 

"Sora is.....Never mind. I can't tell you."

Roxas frowned, shoulders slumping unhappily. He understood not telling him but turning his back to him wasn't the right thing to do either...He gave a small whine before hiding his hurt expression and pressing his back against Axel's. He loved Axel, but how long could they last if secrets were kept. He shivered at the thought.

Axel knew he was keeping a lot of secrets from Roxas. His job as Castle Oblivion, Roxas' true identity, Sora... Who knew what else?

Axel sighed. He turned around and hugged Roxas. "I love you. You know that. But...I don't want to hurt you. It's for your own good."

Roxas nodded silently, curling against Axel's chest. He knew Axel cared...but sometimes it was hard to believe.

 

"Yeah..."

 

(Next Day? Y/N? Or is there more you'd like to add )

(Nah we can go ahead to the next day ^_^)

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Roxas yawned the next morning, getting up drowsily as he looked outside before putting his head to his knees. His dream was just as confusing as yesterday. Flashes of people he didn't know kept on coming through but what could he say? Who could he complain to?

 

"I wish I didn't have to deal with this crap..."

Axel yawned. He pushed himself off the floor and noticed he was in Luxord's room. What happened last night? Oh, right. After he walked away from Roxas' room, he was invited to play Strip Poker with Xigbar, Demyx, and Luxord. No wonder he was almost completely naked. He looked at the others fully dressed. God, he sucked.

 

"Never again."

Roxas shook his head, making a portal and walking out into the Gray Area. He sighed, leaning his head against the glass of the bay windows. The darkness seemed endless and occasionally there were little glimpses of light that didn't have a place. Like him. Despite being with Axel he...

 

He just felt like he didn't belong.

Axel exited Luxord's room and zipped up his jacket. He yawned and walked through the halls of te Castles. The redhead stopped when he saw Roxas leaning on the glass of te Grey Room. He sat down on one of the couches and kicked his feet up onto a table. Axel slung his arms over the sofa and averted his gaze from Roxas.

 

"Hey."

Roxas flicked his gaze over at Axel fora moment from the corner of his eye and gave a small: "Hey." in return. He sighed, sliding down the glass as he sat down, his chin on his knees.

 

"So..."

Axel sighed. "So..."

He didn't like this feeling. The feeling tht he lied to Roxas more than once. He shivered at the thought of lying to him again. He wanted to blurt out the truth about everything. However, in the end, it would just lead up to his demise.

 

He sighed once more before asking, "What're you thinking about?"

Roxas looked up at Axel from his poition on the floor and shrugged. He knew exactly what he was thinking. And he knew Axel wouldn't like hearing it.

 

"I don't know. I don't think I should tell you." Roxas said softly. He wasn't even sure what he was feeling. Confusion? Or maybe defense...

Axel looked away. He was a bit hurt by what he said. Roxas could tell him anything. But then he thought about it again. If Axel was keeping secrets, so could Roxas.... Right?

 

"Oh. Okay then." He didn't know what else to say...

Roxas looked at Axel and frowned, getting up slowly before laying himself down on the couch, his head turned towards Axel's stomach.

 

"I'm sorry...I'm just a little confused." He whispered, holding himself.

Axel still frowned. He looked up at the ceiling. The red head put his hand on Roxas' head and stroked his hair. "It's okay. I understand the feeling." he leaned down and kissed Roxas' head.

"I wonder... If we'll ever be able to tell each other everything..."

Roxas half-shrugged, nuzzling into Axel's touch. He didn't think such a time like that would come. He knew that there were things he couldn't know about. And that he probably never would.

 

"Axel...do you think we'll disappear? Like the others?"

Axel looked at Roxas and smiled sympathetically.

"I do. We are Nobodies. Nobodies must fade sooner of later. The time will come when you and I have to fade away. I don't know when that will be but... I want...."

 

Axel paused. He laughed and blushed a bit.

 

"We'll meet in our next lives."

Roxas gave a small smile, looking up at Axel, nodding.

 

"Yeah." But after a moment he got slightly serious. "But I'm not going to fade without answers you know..I'll find them, withor without you."

Axel's gaze went up to the ceiling. "Yeah. I know. You don't need me for anything, actually.You will, someday, find all your answers. But when you get them, you won't see me the same way. I don't even think you'll be able to stand me, even. You'll probably want me dead the moment you find out."

Roxas shook his head, looking up at Axel. He refused to believe he could hate the red head. He loved him to much. It can't be that bad...

 

"I doubt you're that bad. Not unless you killed one of our own." Roxas said, teasing him just slightly, unaware of what he was really saying.

Axel looked back down, but not at Roxas. He looked out the window and into the nothingness.

"Right..."

He kissed Roxas on his shoulder. Axel got up and departed through a dark corridor.

He needed Namine.

Roxas held a hand to his shoulder were it was kissed, watching as Axel walked away. He was sorry...but why?

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.

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Namine looked around frantic, her hands trembling. She couldn't do anything anymore! Her pictures crumpled and her control was slipping from her state of mind. She had barely stopped the beach icident but...now..Everything was slipping away.

Axel walked out of the Dark Corridor. Everything became white and pearly. He looked around the room and saw Namine on the floor, surrounded by many balled up papers. He walked over to her and kneeled down.

 

"Namine? Are you okay?"