Ok you all my previous friend and wanna let you guys no im slowly getting better in two weeks its been ive found comfort and playing football with my guys has helped to. Along with Halloween parties and such. within with couple more i might comeback. Also ive made friends with similar losses. Ive decided my friend would'nt want me sulking around feeling sorry for my self. Thnx guys....

I just recently lossed a dear friend of mine due to cancer so I truly understand what you're going through. You're right though that you shouldn't sulk around but healing from it takes time. It's good that you have found things that help you. I hope things continue to get better.