I'm a bit unsure on how to introduce my problem, so I'm just going to get right to it.
I'm academically eligible to apply for the National Honors Society. However, my eligibility pretty much ends there. That is to say, I've never had a job and have done no services or extra-curricular activities to speak of (during high school, which seems to be the only period that counts), and anything done for a social or personal purpose does not count. Now, I can certainly make a bunch of excuses for that, but that is neither the focus of this thread nor does it make it any less of my own fault. Basically, this means that there is no way I am ever going to be accepted. The three teacher recommendations I could get would not be enough, and I say this being fairly positive that the recommendations would score me fairly high.
So I have a choice. I can apply anyway, get the recommendations I can get and try my best to fill out all the paper work. However, I would essentially be turning in blank paperwork. Which means that I won't get accepted and I will waste the time of the teachers filling out the recommendation sheet and the ones who vote on whether to accept applicants as members. The next option is that I can simply not turn in anything at all. The next option is for me and one of my parents to sign a document stating that I acknowledge that I am academically eligible but request to revoke my consideration for joining. (Obviously, the last option renders the option of not turning anything useless and likely not in my best interest.)
That's where I need help. Should I try anyway, even though the likelihood of being accepted is next to zero (looking at it optimistically)? Or should I just accept the reality, acknowledge my academic eligibility, and revoke my opportunity? I've been considering my options for over a week now, and I just can't commit. I don't want to have one of my parents sign the paper to revoke unless I'm absolutely sure.
I'm a bit unsure on how to introduce my problem, so I'm just going to get right to it.
I'm academically eligible to apply for the National Honors Society. However, my eligibility pretty much ends there. That is to say, I've never had a job and have done no services or extra-curricular activities to speak of (during high school, which seems to be the only period that counts), and anything done for a social or personal purpose does not count. Now, I can certainly make a bunch of excuses for that, but that is neither the focus of this thread nor does it make it any less of my own fault. Basically, this means that there is no way I am ever going to be accepted. The three teacher recommendations I could get would not be enough, and I say this being fairly positive that the recommendations would score me fairly high.
So I have a choice. I can apply anyway, get the recommendations I can get and try my best to fill out all the paper work. However, I would essentially be turning in blank paperwork. Which means that I won't get accepted and I will waste the time of the teachers filling out the recommendation sheet and the ones who vote on whether to accept applicants as members. The next option is that I can simply not turn in anything at all. The next option is for me and one of my parents to sign a document stating that I acknowledge that I am academically eligible but request to revoke my consideration for joining. (Obviously, the last option renders the option of not turning anything useless and likely not in my best interest.)
That's where I need help. Should I try anyway, even though the likelihood of being accepted is next to zero (looking at it optimistically)? Or should I just accept the reality, acknowledge my academic eligibility, and revoke my opportunity? I've been considering my options for over a week now, and I just can't commit. I don't want to have one of my parents sign the paper to revoke unless I'm absolutely sure.
Thanks for any help.