My best friend, drifting away.

I can't tell you any of this.

You're so far away from me.

Gone adrift.

What happened to us?

I remember you use to tell me I was going to be happy one day.

And now that I am, I can't even tell you.

You were so protective of me.

We had each other's back.

But we don't need each other anymore.

You could've saved me though.

The first time.

When I made that horrible mistake.

But you did nothing.

And I was so angry.

I blamed you.

I really did.

I wanted to yell at you.

To scream.

To cry.

Why weren't you there anymore?

Why did you leave?

I wanted to get rid of the painful memories.

The ones that occurred when you left and I had no one.

When mother gave me a cold stare and left me crying.

When my father couldn't even bear to look at me.

And you act as if I'm the one who severed our friendship?

As if I'm the one who wanted you leave.

You say I'm distant.

That's your fault.

You say I've changed, for the better though.

You had no part of that.

You weren't there.

And my parents.

The ones who still look at me with disgust.

You think they're great.

They're not.

You don't see it.

You don't.

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