Hello my fellow Kingdom Hearts fans and friends .... as the title says, I want to confess something that is a bit important to me... and I also want to apologize for my strange behavior this one day.
It was the 18th of march, the day of the paris orchestra world tour concert... and yeah, if anyone of you remembered the weird guy who ran up the stage (twice) as the orchestra was warming up... that was me.
I had a psychosis, it eventually started 2 days earlier when I was taking drugs (ecstasy+weed) and listened to some kingdom hearts music from the world tour album... back then I had the strangest feeling of beeing some kind of king. At the concert, I also took half a pill
But anyways, I bought a conductors keyblade within a box and as the orchestra was warming up...I sat down and I said to the guy next to me "I need to open it, right?" He was all like "no dude, don't open it right now, why?" but I surely opened the Box and held the Keyblade within my very hands... and the music sounded so wrong inside my head, so I ran up the stage and wanted to conduct myself...
and the maestro gave me his place for a second, which was strange as hell, but then when I tried to conduct, nobody reacted. so I was running back to my seat and sat down... but then again they were warming up and it sounded SO heavily wrong that my inner beast brought me back on stage... this time the maestro took my conductors keyblade away ( I did not get it back, I only have the box without it lol)
The security guard came and threw me off the stage, through the backstage area... I was convinced, within my psychosis, that I did everything right and that I would meet Ms. Shimomura and Mr. Nomura this very moment.... but of course not, lol. He threw me out of the Salle Pleyel and the concert was done for me. they brought me my Jacket and the empty Keyblade Box... and then I was running around, totally drugged through paris, a city I don't know.
There were a lot of moments where I felt myself followed by japanese people all over the place and I was convinced they wanted to lead me somewhere... and then I tried to get inside a white stretch limo because the thoughts of me beeing some kind of king were coming back... and ugh. so much more.
Anyways after that I was in psychiatry... from where I fled.... because my psychosis was going on for 2 weeks. In the end I thought I was in hell and that my friends were robots... there was a police officer whom I watered with a small water bottle... because I was so scared of everything and everyone...he threw me in handcuffs and I was going back to psychiatry. my diagnosis is paranoid shizophrenia.
and this was not even the hardest part, but I'll let it go for now. I did one terrible thing, while I was not beeing myself. But it's okay for now. I'm free and that is everything that matters to me.... unfortunately I can't feel properly since all of this happened
Don't take drugs, kids. it can lead you to very insane behaviour.
Ps. Thanks to the two cosplayers in the picture, it was very fun meeting you outside
Hello my fellow Kingdom Hearts fans and friends .... as the title says, I want to confess something that is a bit important to me... and I also want to apologize for my strange behavior this one day.
It was the 18th of march, the day of the paris orchestra world tour concert... and yeah, if anyone of you remembered the weird guy who ran up the stage (twice) as the orchestra was warming up... that was me.
I had a psychosis, it eventually started 2 days earlier when I was taking drugs (ecstasy+weed) and listened to some kingdom hearts music from the world tour album... back then I had the strangest feeling of beeing some kind of king. At the concert, I also took half a pill
But anyways, I bought a conductors keyblade within a box and as the orchestra was warming up...I sat down and I said to the guy next to me "I need to open it, right?" He was all like "no dude, don't open it right now, why?" but I surely opened the Box and held the Keyblade within my very hands... and the music sounded so wrong inside my head, so I ran up the stage and wanted to conduct myself...
and the maestro gave me his place for a second, which was strange as hell, but then when I tried to conduct, nobody reacted. so I was running back to my seat and sat down... but then again they were warming up and it sounded SO heavily wrong that my inner beast brought me back on stage... this time the maestro took my conductors keyblade away ( I did not get it back, I only have the box without it lol)
The security guard came and threw me off the stage, through the backstage area... I was convinced, within my psychosis, that I did everything right and that I would meet Ms. Shimomura and Mr. Nomura this very moment.... but of course not, lol. He threw me out of the Salle Pleyel and the concert was done for me. they brought me my Jacket and the empty Keyblade Box... and then I was running around, totally drugged through paris, a city I don't know.
There were a lot of moments where I felt myself followed by japanese people all over the place and I was convinced they wanted to lead me somewhere... and then I tried to get inside a white stretch limo because the thoughts of me beeing some kind of king were coming back... and ugh. so much more.
Anyways after that I was in psychiatry... from where I fled.... because my psychosis was going on for 2 weeks. In the end I thought I was in hell and that my friends were robots... there was a police officer whom I watered with a small water bottle... because I was so scared of everything and everyone...he threw me in handcuffs and I was going back to psychiatry. my diagnosis is paranoid shizophrenia.
and this was not even the hardest part, but I'll let it go for now. I did one terrible thing, while I was not beeing myself. But it's okay for now.
I'm free and that is everything that matters to me.... unfortunately I can't feel properly since all of this happened
Don't take drugs, kids. it can lead you to very insane behaviour.
Ps. Thanks to the two cosplayers in the picture, it was very fun meeting you outside
Edited by Lupe Generious