So on Sunday (10/10/10) my dad told me that we where going to be moving to Ohio. Now we just moved here 3-4 years ago for the same dang reason, he got a promotion. When we moved here I was mad, but it turned out all right. Luckily the people in the school I started going to were nice. Now I don't want to leave. I have been trying to find ways to stop us from moving, including getting him fired. My mind has been consumed by anger, and I feel depressed. I feel like a terrible person for some of the things I have thought of (such as getting him fired), but I am just so worried. We are moving to an area right around Cleveland, so I will probably go to school there. I never have and never wanted to go to a big school, and I have literally no guess as to how it may turn out. But, me being the pessimist I am, I only assume the worst. So, I am going to try to at least let me finish the school year here, that way I wouldn't have to move in the middle of the school year, and it would just work so much better. But the truth is, I really love my school right now. Sure, it might not have the best food, the most variety in classes, or the most money, but the teachers are amazing people. When I move, I might make a facebook and add all my classmates as friends, but I still feel sad for missing out on being taught by the awesome high school teachers we have. I as a person, don't like change, don't like meeting new people, and hate the idea of being bullied (because I am one of those people who are likely to be bullied). My mom can't home school me or my brother, so that is out. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. There is so much that I thought I was going to do, but moving will ruin it. So, any of you have any some advice? It would be greatly appreciated. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this.
So on Sunday (10/10/10) my dad told me that we where going to be moving to Ohio. Now we just moved here 3-4 years ago for the same dang reason, he got a promotion. When we moved here I was mad, but it turned out all right. Luckily the people in the school I started going to were nice. Now I don't want to leave. I have been trying to find ways to stop us from moving, including getting him fired. My mind has been consumed by anger, and I feel depressed. I feel like a terrible person for some of the things I have thought of (such as getting him fired), but I am just so worried. We are moving to an area right around Cleveland, so I will probably go to school there. I never have and never wanted to go to a big school, and I have literally no guess as to how it may turn out. But, me being the pessimist I am, I only assume the worst. So, I am going to try to at least let me finish the school year here, that way I wouldn't have to move in the middle of the school year, and it would just work so much better. But the truth is, I really love my school right now. Sure, it might not have the best food, the most variety in classes, or the most money, but the teachers are amazing people. When I move, I might make a facebook and add all my classmates as friends, but I still feel sad for missing out on being taught by the awesome high school teachers we have. I as a person, don't like change, don't like meeting new people, and hate the idea of being bullied (because I am one of those people who are likely to be bullied). My mom can't home school me or my brother, so that is out. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. There is so much that I thought I was going to do, but moving will ruin it. So, any of you have any some advice? It would be greatly appreciated. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this.