First of all, my phone got disconnected last week, cutting me off from my friends, and more importantly my incredible girlfriend. This is really impacting to me, because we've talked everyday for almost 6 months straight, and all of a sudden, we pretty much have to stop. We can still talk through xbox live and on facebook, but we're rarely on at the same time.

 

Another thing is (this may seem selfish) my holidays went pretty terribly. For Christmas, it was just me and my dad, since my mom and sister moved to Ohio, and we didn't do anything special or go visit family or anything, we just sat in his apartment. I like spending time with him, but it just would've been nicer if we did something. And my new year's, sure I had fun and stuff, but I just didn't feel right.

 

I feel so alone and stressed out to the point that I've considered smoking again, but I don't want to disappoint my girlfriend, because she's the reason I quit. Maybe I'm overlooking things, but right now, internally, the fits hitting the shan, and I just don't know how to deal with everything.

 

/ventwhine

Um.. I hate to have to say this this way, but considering you won't respond to me on xbox, I'm kind of forced.

 

I hope you're still coming to the musical on Saturday. Because that day I will decide what's to happen with our relationship.

 

We need to talk. More or less. If you have time, that is.

I hope it works out for you two, you two are a very cute couple and I hope your phone and everything gets fixed soon Gunmetal!