Remember when I said the girl said yes and we were going out? well, turns out it was all a joke to see my face. I can't explain how sad i am. It's like I got shot down and don't want to get up. I feel even more depressed then I did a few days ago. Maybe I knew this was going to happen. That's why I was so sad. I can't take this anymore, it's like this "love" I feel is just an illusion that always turns me down. It was my first day of school and I was too sad... but I managed to make my family not notice it. I don't know if what I felt really was love, or just attraction.
Remember when I said the girl said yes and we were going out? well, turns out it was all a joke to see my face. I can't explain how sad i am. It's like I got shot down and don't want to get up. I feel even more depressed then I did a few days ago. Maybe I knew this was going to happen. That's why I was so sad. I can't take this anymore, it's like this "love" I feel is just an illusion that always turns me down. It was my first day of school and I was too sad... but I managed to make my family not notice it. I don't know if what I felt really was love, or just attraction.