Right now, I honestly just hate my life...I have no idea why. For some reason I seem to just hate all the little things, like I had to fill out an SAT registration form, and they make you do it in pen, ugh, it was so firetrucking frustrating, I couldn't stand it, I made one mistake and I just blew it.
Also my girlfriend and I just...well, we just have some problems every once and a while. I don't know about her but I have depression so if she says something that comes off rude to me, I just get really depressed even if I know what she meant by it. I'm pretty sure she has it too, but all I know is that if one of us gets depressed so does the other and it just sucks, but I'm pretty sure her life sucks more than mine...Don't get me wrong, we love each other, but, idk. Also, we don't live near each other either.
Now obviously there are plenty of things that are good about my life, but all the bad things just out weigh all that crap...I really really just hate myself, I can't seem to handle anything right. I don't have the right to complain though, compared to everyone else, my life is a breeze, I don't know why I'm even typing this right now...
Right now, I honestly just hate my life...I have no idea why. For some reason I seem to just hate all the little things, like I had to fill out an SAT registration form, and they make you do it in pen, ugh, it was so firetrucking frustrating, I couldn't stand it, I made one mistake and I just blew it.
Also my girlfriend and I just...well, we just have some problems every once and a while. I don't know about her but I have depression so if she says something that comes off rude to me, I just get really depressed even if I know what she meant by it. I'm pretty sure she has it too, but all I know is that if one of us gets depressed so does the other and it just sucks, but I'm pretty sure her life sucks more than mine...Don't get me wrong, we love each other, but, idk. Also, we don't live near each other either.
Now obviously there are plenty of things that are good about my life, but all the bad things just out weigh all that crap...I really really just hate myself, I can't seem to handle anything right. I don't have the right to complain though, compared to everyone else, my life is a breeze, I don't know why I'm even typing this right now...