I'm the example of that boy who no one wants to get near, and thus doesn't want to talk to anyone. He one who isn't perfect at anything at all, besides video games. The one who has lost friends, who became popular, or rejected me too, now. The one who is the target for a joke, of rumors. I'm a boy who suffers swearing, bullying, who tries to speak out loud, but everyone looks at me, or ignore me completely. I've tried to join up, it's almost the middle of the year, I'm one of the students who most people know, but not for good reasons. But look at me, I've lost hope. What is fredship, and love? I also don't know, I only do know that I've loked for answers. Everyone believes it means a different thing. How in the world can two people with two different beliefs of love, love each other? I don't see any sense. Does anyone even know what goes through my head? No, but aybe someday they will. And I'll try to find the meaning of Love, to complete my quest. I'll register this in my notebook, and write the most important facts, as well as small details. I have painful doubts as:

I know what might be going thrugh your head; becuase i sometimes feel like that. if you like i could be that friend your confidante. i would like to help you out and be there for you when you need it most. A true friend will be there for you when no one else is. i had many friends, but they end up forgetting me and then treat me like i was some kind of a joke. i know what it's like to feel like you're invisible and can't be heard by anyone. i'm a very trustworthy person that you can rely on...when others may trick you into believing that. I am no trickester... i just want to mend your broken heart...if that is what you are suffering from. even if its not i would like to be there for you, if you let me. i may or may not have the answers you're looking for; but i want to try. if you think you can't trust me then let me know. i'll be waiting to hear from you either way.

Thanks, but I think I'll keep doing this. I actually wrote this on a notebook during class, and I will continu researching.

Alright...but if you really need someone to talk to let me know. i'm willing to give you advice about whatever it is you need help with...if i can. i was letting you know that someone heard you.

I'm glad, and thanks! maybe you could help me?

Yeah? what is it that you need help with?

the purpose of life

I need help with the love thing. to find out exactly a legit definition of Love.

there's many diffinitions of love, however that's the beauty of an abstact feeling. the best way for me to tell you what it is, is through a poem that i had written when i was stuck in your position. the poem is called the strongest love in this poem i describe what love means to me...the difinition of Love is what you want it to be...but this is what i had written and i hope that it'll help you out with this situation.

 

the strongest love

 

the strongest love is when someone you love is gone

out of your life completely 'till you realize you love them

then you don't realize it until it's too late

to tell them how you feel about them

 

After you realize it, you burst into tears.

then you start saying in a shaky crying voice:

"What am I doing?" repeatedly.

then wait for an answer

but you get nothing

the strongest love is when someone sees you

when no one else can.

 

the strongest love comes from the weakest heart

that is broken in half. then it will never heal until you tell them.

 

the strongest love comes from your strongest feelings

that you don't even know existed until you feel them.

the strongest love is-is-is when you think about them forever.

the strongest love, the strongest love

is inside yourself and no one

else to find out.

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i wrote this my freshmen year of high school so it might be a little bit choppy....i hoped that had helped you. i can't much give you any more on this subject but i hope this had helped with finding the legit difinition.