to say that

is like to say nothing at all

sitting at home thinking of him

with nothing to do

to say that

is like not really saying anything.

 

to not say that

i love you

it would cause my heart more sorrow

than it already is

to say that

is like not really saying anything at all.

 

to say that

i cry when i think of you

is like saying i can't live without you.

to say that

will break my heart even more

to say that

is like not really saying anything at all.

 

to say that

i wasn't forced to move

i would be lying to myself and to you

to say that

to you, my dearly beloved, it would tear me apart.

to say that...

to say that

i was alone in this feeling

would also be a lie

because i know that

i'm not alone.

to say that

would mean the world.

 

to be with you

is all i want

though family doesn't seem to see that.

At home i'm a ghost...invisible...they *laughs*

they think i'm depressed...but i know i'm not.

i'm just suffering from a heartache from missing you.

to say this all

to you would mean the world to me.

 

to say that

i missed you and i love you

is like talking to the wind

knowing that it won't carry

the message for me to you

there for i will wait until i return

to you to say this.

Great work

thanks...it just came from the top of my head and its kind of how i'm feeling right now.