I want to start off this thread by saying I am a Christian, but curiosity has gotten the best of me. After learning about the Illuminati and celebrities "selling their souls" a few years ago, I had done a lot of research on it and was not convinced that it was real. After reading a few comments about how all the stuff was fake, I decided to blow it off. However, a few months ago a lot of shitty stuff started happening to me again, and for some reason I looked back into it. Still unconvinced, I literally wrote a contract for the lulz that bargained my soul and signed it. Left it somewhere for a few days, and then threw it away. Soon after more shitty things began to happen in my life...very shitty things that I will not explain in detail, but basically my grades suddenly dropped in school, I lost my girlfriend, and a variety of other things happened.

 

I was blown away by all of the crap that happened to me, and the contract popped up in my head again. I figured that the shitty things were happening because I threw it away, and I said to myself I shouldn't have. After this revelation..everything in the contract that I wrote started to come true. During these 1-2 months things have happened to me that I never dreamed of happening, I've been extremely happy but I've been starting to feel a little darker, like every moral that I held in my heart suddenly disappeared. I don't feel like the same person I was a few months ago. After thinking about this at 11:45 at night, I realized that it's starting to scare me...

 

I am not trolling at all, not bullshitting, I am being more serious than I've ever been. I just needed to get this off of my chest because it's starting to eat me up inside.

Well, get that paper back. Maybe that thing is real.

 

And on the other side, I won't get involved again, I might get "You Know What" again.

And that, in the end, is the terrible pitfall of believers to begin with: mind over matter, they make more capable vessels for trouble than non-believers. I'm not gonna lie, this is kind of a problematic move on your part, as its psychological impact has a hold over you.

 

But never fear! Perhaps the contract can be broken, you'll just need to catch the attention of something more powerful, and I think that's always an option if you don't like the current arrangement. Sounds like a common problem to me: A stronger figure coming along and stealing souls from what collected it in the first place, screw contracts, the old dealer is no more. Depending on the details, it might not even be an option.

 

But its always the new demons that find soul collecting savvy these days, the older, watching figures of the world sit at their decayed temples waiting to spring up and parade around like it's the glory days, but they are not sleeping so much as they're in a state that their hands were forced. They cannot enjoy the world as they once did and that sort are looking for more interesting times... they don't just want your soul, they want to bend reality around them.

 

Man, I sound like such a nut or devil-worshipper, but I'm not. I prefer to sit on the fence, and it really is perspective from here. It doesn't take an atheist to go 'I don't want to play this game.' I can believe and still scoff at the game, because, hey, at least I'm aware of it. It's your up-bringing that you really need to think about, not your current situation. Where is the bad in your life really coming from? Do you honestly deserve it?

 

I'm fascinated in this sort of stuff so if you want to ring me up on a messenger and chat, be my guest. (I cannot help you, per se, but perhaps I can make you feel better/more at ease about it.)

Just embrace your evilness and build an army of robots and a really big space-laser, than make the government pay you to not blow up the planet, then blow up the planet.

ive heard and seen things like this happening why to much in the end it actual turns out to be a mental thing its just your mind thinking that your turning evil but the girlfriend thing thats just back luck so all you need to do is focus your mind onto something else and forget all about it trust me ive seen it happen before

This reminds of a simspons epsoides.The guy that came up this idea for the epsoide would buy people soul's for like 1$ or so and then when they would want it back he would change them 10$ to 35 $ to get get there soul back.He deided to stop doing because of what he was doing reminded how he was like the devil.Anyway what i'm getting is if you havn't seen that simspons you should it's one of best they made.

Hmm, a psychological thing huh? That would make sense, I think I might be analyzing the events that have happened recently with the contract in mind, instead of just thinking of them as regular events...makes a lot of sense.

 

Thanks for posting guys, I kinda feel better now, I was just kinda freaked out when I had first posted this thread.

yeah man dont OVER think things. i have that problem. im a christian too by the way. stick with the faith, pray and ask god what you should do. in his time youll know.