As the New Year was coming close I felt like it was going to be a spectacular year. Now thats here and school has started Ive felt... lonely I guess. There is nothing spectacular in my life and I honestly cant shake the feeling. Maybe I am just seeking companionship, but when I think hard about it I end up just lost. I mean I kind of started to have feelings for this girl, but when I think about it my mind is just like you dont give a shit about her. Last year at this time I was texting people all the time, but now I probably send less than 50 texts a month. Maybe its because I tend to just want to be alone now adays. Does anyone understand this at all? Also I am a high schooler and Im almost 16 so Im past the early moody 15.

I'm just going to be blunt -- it sounds like you are suffering from depression. It can creep up on you in your early teen years and it just happens in stages. The things you once thought were spectacular are now seeming dull and not as impressive. I'm not really sure how to help you but maybe go see your doctor or counselor. I'm NOT saying you have depression, I mean people in their early teens have stages like this all the time, maybe you are just suffering one of those stages right now. It's not completely unhealthy to be a lonewolf once in a while, that stage will end at sometime. It did for me and I am 20.