Posted October 31, 201212 yr - GUILT - I'm choked up I'm ashamed I don't know what to do. All I can think about Is the pain that I have caused you. In my mind, I say to myself, that it wasn't my fault But really, it is And I cannot forget the assault... Your feelings. Your dreams. Your happiness and vanity. Your mind. Your soul. Your courage. Your sanity. All crushed by me because I could not admit That I myself, compared to you Am nothing more than a misfit. A joke. A bloke. A traitor. An instigator. Please forgive me for my words and mocking For in my brain, I can feel knocking The knocking of a thought, a curse, and a sound It is always here. It is always around. It fills my stomach with pain and my eyes with tears It makes me regret all those miserable years Miserable for you, that is... I just stood back Watching your life turn into a dark and desolate black. I'm sorry for what I've done I lost when I thought I that I won You don't deserve the punishment I've caused I am merely a man with many flaws I hope that one day, you can forgive my sins. Before this guilt in my mind grows... And my own torture begins. Edited May 6, 201510 yr by Firaga Sensei
October 31, 201212 yr Author I wrote this because I'm guilty, obviously. I can't bring myself to go on. I feel like I don't belong here....if anyone reads this, please know that I understand some of the things I do aren't that gracious, and honestly, I don't know why I do these things sometimes. I'm just trying to have a place. And if that place is not here...then I understand.
October 31, 201212 yr I wrote this because I'm guilty, obviously. I can't bring myself to go on. I feel like I don't belong here....if anyone reads this, please know that I understand some of the things I do aren't that gracious, and honestly, I don't know why I do these things sometimes. I'm just trying to have a place. And if that place is not here...then I understand. You sound so suicidal.Dw, we understand. You have a place here. I thought you were popular on kh13?
October 31, 201212 yr Author You sound so suicidal. Dw, we understand. You have a place here. I thought you were popular on kh13? I'm not. I'm just depressed. And no, I don't think I am. I'd like to think I have a couple of friends, but other than that, no, I'm not. I know I'm not.
October 31, 201212 yr You sound so suicidal. Dw, we understand. You have a place here. I thought you were popular on kh13? I thought so too. If he's not he definitely should be. He's a winner in my book definitely.
October 31, 201212 yr Author I thought so too. If he's not he definitely should be. He's a winner in my book definitely. I am?
November 1, 201212 yr Definitely! You're an awesome guy! I am? Your like the , I dunno, the class clown of kh13? I could spend hours listing all the positive stuff about ya. Hwaiting.
November 1, 201212 yr Author Your like the , I dunno, the class clown of kh13? I could spend hours listing all the positive stuff about ya. Hwaiting. Oh, am I? Well, I do try....
November 3, 201212 yr Author Just so everyone knows, I am not suicidal or going through the depression....making poems isn't something I do often, but the reason I made this one...well, it's because this: Genn...you got to me. You really did. Edited November 3, 201212 yr by Firaga96
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