Hey guys. This is not about me. Before you complain this should be in the random section, please bare and stay with me.

 

 

One of my two dogs is about to die. She will die tomorrow. We had three dogs. A large, small and medium, now, we have only the medium and small, but we are about to lose the small too. We lost the big one named Cody a few years ago. It is time for Lexie, the small one, to go too.

 

I didn't cry at first, but I feel guilty now. When my mom told me, I listened, but didn't feel bad. I felt guilty. I wasn't as attached to her as I am to Cooper, the medium dog, who may live another 2 years. I didn't feel sad about her death. I'm crying as I type this, guilty because I wasn't as sad as I thought I had to be.

 

 

So...That's my message. I may not be on tomorrow because...

 

I know I repeated a lot of words, but that isn't really mattering right now.

 

 

 

I'm sorry to hear about your dog. Pet deaths are terrible. 

I actually had a similar experience.  Pretty much all of my pets died last summer, and the dog hit my family pretty hard, but I didn't cry, and they actually accused me of not having a heart.   This made me feel like a terrible person, because I was sad that she died, and that she died in a pretty horrible way, but I just don't cry when people or pets die.  

 

I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't feel like a bad person just because you don't react like everyone else.

Because you're not everyone else.

Edited February 18, 201312 yr by Zola

I'm so sorry to heart about that :c Pet deaths are terrible. I have a dog and cat my cat is really old she's like 13 now. I know the time will come when they will...you know q_q I honestly wish they lived as long as humans. There's also been many pet deaths though in my life. Many being my fish, and hamsters, and salamander, geeze but my cat and dog are the most important I don't know how I'd ever be without them D:

You need a hug *hugs* (i'm so sorry)

Don't feel bad, the dog won't blame you.

awww its okay at least your dogs are in a better place now

You shouldn't feel guilty, everyone grieves in different ways.

Your dog shall know peace in Heaven, or reincarnate as another beautiful animal. Do not feel guilty, Your relationship may not have been as fruitful as possible, but keep the dog's memory in your heart. Best of wishes to you

I'm sorry... I've always thought that animals have souls, so maybe your dog will always be with you. Remember, and your dog will always be there inside your heart.

I do believe animals have souls...if they didn't they would wouldn't have feelings....yes when I think of my pets dying I cry...good thing my digs,candy and chachi are young...I feel sorry for its death...their ight from their heart will hurt but in a long shot it strengthens your heart...may he go to a better world...

we had to put our oldest of our two dogs down because he was having seizures and at the end we think he had a stroke and he couldn't walk anymore.  I went with my parents to the vet.  I didn't cry very much when we put him down. I know how you feel. I also didn't cry much a my grandpa's funeral even though he, my sister and i were very close.  So you're not strange or heartless it just probably didn't click until later, if you understand what I mean.

It's nearing that time. About 4-5 more hours...It's 7:00 here...