My birthday is coming up in a week. Of course I should be excited but I'm more scared than anything. It'll be my first birthday without Casy (the link below may provide an explanation for you) and it just won't feel the same without her. Sure, technically I've had 14 other birthdays without her but at the same time we've shared all of them up to this year. I miss her enough as it is and I just don't know how I'm going to go through a life's milestone like this without her. I'm mostly just venting. You can call me crazy for my reasoning, criticize me for such stupidity, or you sympathize for me. I don't mind hearing what you have to say. Because I've said what I've had to say.
My birthday is coming up in a week. Of course I should be excited but I'm more scared than anything. It'll be my first birthday without Casy (the link below may provide an explanation for you) and it just won't feel the same without her. Sure, technically I've had 14 other birthdays without her but at the same time we've shared all of them up to this year. I miss her enough as it is and I just don't know how I'm going to go through a life's milestone like this without her. I'm mostly just venting. You can call me crazy for my reasoning, criticize me for such stupidity, or you sympathize for me. I don't mind hearing what you have to say. Because I've said what I've had to say.
If you don't know who Casy is: http://kh13.com/forum/topic/49331-let-me-tell-you-something-about-me/