Warning: If you are really sensitive or emotional (i kinda am) id suggest it would be a better idea not to read this. I dont want to put you in a very solemn mood, or cause you any serious pain. If you know you are really depressed currently I just want to say you might be wary reading this because it might trigger some emotions.
Read the story before reading these next words: Okay so you all know how much I love you all of the KH community, so once again I confide in you some VERY personal things. This story that I posted, its a VERY personal story to me. I didnt write it, but it means alot to me. This is the story I read all the time. I cried myself to sleep on many nights with it. Its what I would read when I came home from school or I felt sad and needed something to relate to. Now youre probably thinking "if its so sad, whyd you read it so much?" First because I really liked it. Second, I was empty during that part of my life. I didnt feel anything. I was desperate to squeeze out any emotional pain I could. I could really let all the numb pain inside by crying from it. This story really got to me, and I found it today and I cried all over again because it reminded me of the time of my life that wasnt very pretty. Not too long ago I wasnt doing good. I was pushing away my friends, my grades were dropping, i couldnt feel anything, my life felt empty. So reading that story again not only reminded me of the time I clung to it so desperately, but it just showed me the way I used to be. I tried to commit suicide the night of April 1st, and the biggest joke on me was that I failed. Yes thats right, little BlossomingNobody wouldnt have been here posting this. All the things that Riku says just reminded me too much of myself.
I should tell you Im alot better now. Well, Im not as bad as I was. And IM NOT suicidal anymore and most likely never will be because after my failed attempt I swore I would never go back to that. I think what Im trying to say is, Im not posting this for emotional help. Im posting this to show you a really amazing and amazingly sad story that means ALOT to me and Im telling you why it does. Maybe it might be another story to you, not worth much, but its a part of me and my past, and what I escaped. I just felt that I should share it with you all, because it seemed very touching. Thanks for reading, I guess?
Haha I feel really embarassed for telling you all that, but I dont mind. I really like you guys, i really like this site, and all of you, so i dont mind sharing personal things with you
Read this: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8198491/1/Judgement-Day
Warning: If you are really sensitive or emotional (i kinda am) id suggest it would be a better idea not to read this. I dont want to put you in a very solemn mood, or cause you any serious pain. If you know you are really depressed currently I just want to say you might be wary reading this because it might trigger some emotions.
Read the story before reading these next words: Okay so you all know how much I love you all of the KH community, so once again I confide in you some VERY personal things. This story that I posted, its a VERY personal story to me. I didnt write it, but it means alot to me. This is the story I read all the time. I cried myself to sleep on many nights with it. Its what I would read when I came home from school or I felt sad and needed something to relate to. Now youre probably thinking "if its so sad, whyd you read it so much?" First because I really liked it. Second, I was empty during that part of my life. I didnt feel anything. I was desperate to squeeze out any emotional pain I could. I could really let all the numb pain inside by crying from it. This story really got to me, and I found it today and I cried all over again because it reminded me of the time of my life that wasnt very pretty. Not too long ago I wasnt doing good. I was pushing away my friends, my grades were dropping, i couldnt feel anything, my life felt empty. So reading that story again not only reminded me of the time I clung to it so desperately, but it just showed me the way I used to be. I tried to commit suicide the night of April 1st, and the biggest joke on me was that I failed. Yes thats right, little BlossomingNobody wouldnt have been here posting this. All the things that Riku says just reminded me too much of myself.
I should tell you Im alot better now. Well, Im not as bad as I was. And IM NOT suicidal anymore and most likely never will be because after my failed attempt I swore I would never go back to that. I think what Im trying to say is, Im not posting this for emotional help. Im posting this to show you a really amazing and amazingly sad story that means ALOT to me and Im telling you why it does. Maybe it might be another story to you, not worth much, but its a part of me and my past, and what I escaped. I just felt that I should share it with you all, because it seemed very touching. Thanks for reading, I guess?
Haha I feel really embarassed for telling you all that, but I dont mind. I really like you guys, i really like this site, and all of you, so i dont mind sharing personal things with you