Been making videos since late 2006 and had my own channel since 2007. The first 4-5 years were amazing, but then everything started to fall apart, which is hard to understand considering that I got so much better at it.
So far I've cancelled five important projects, three of them being things that I really wanted to finish due to lack of voice actors and other problems. Seems that people hate me so much that they decide to give up in the way.
And it's such backstab seeing the videos that nowdays I work so hard and can spend up to 20 hours working on get no attention, while other videos, that are VERY random and poorly edited get way more views than I do. The number of subscribers doesn't really matter when they don't care about your channel. The number of dislikes and hate is growing larger by each day too. I also have no feedback or help at all in real life. Everyone despises my videos and my ideas.
I began to work on Source Film Maker and try it out, but I can't handle it. Some tutorials are outdated. I also tried to ask people who know a few things about SFM, but they seem to enjoy ignoring me as well.
Even making videos related to something popular doesn't work.
While making a video, I really feel good and all... but I feel way worse when it's done.
And please, don't come up with the pity messages. I know I've been very depressing, especially with my Posts on this forum, but that's how things have been working out for me.
Been making videos since late 2006 and had my own channel since 2007. The first 4-5 years were amazing, but then everything started to fall apart, which is hard to understand considering that I got so much better at it.
So far I've cancelled five important projects, three of them being things that I really wanted to finish due to lack of voice actors and other problems. Seems that people hate me so much that they decide to give up in the way.
And it's such backstab seeing the videos that nowdays I work so hard and can spend up to 20 hours working on get no attention, while other videos, that are VERY random and poorly edited get way more views than I do. The number of subscribers doesn't really matter when they don't care about your channel. The number of dislikes and hate is growing larger by each day too. I also have no feedback or help at all in real life. Everyone despises my videos and my ideas.
I began to work on Source Film Maker and try it out, but I can't handle it. Some tutorials are outdated. I also tried to ask people who know a few things about SFM, but they seem to enjoy ignoring me as well.
Even making videos related to something popular doesn't work.
While making a video, I really feel good and all... but I feel way worse when it's done.
And please, don't come up with the pity messages. I know I've been very depressing, especially with my Posts on this forum, but that's how things have been working out for me.
Edited by Marcomax