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Thank you yet again, I try to release it all in a poetic way and I almost always do, unless I am ticked off then I cannot write, lol

Thank you, it is not hard for me to turn emotions into words... I find it as a way to release my inner thoughts and let me mind go free from all the things I may bottle up inside.

No offense to your friend but is she stupid? I would have figured it out by round 1...

Oh my god.Amen. Thank you brother! lol

Well thx for replying lol. I don't care if anybody doesn't like Nickelback and for those who do, I can tell we are going to be great friends, lol.

I will admit it this is me and this is how I feel... I did not just make this up has I went along.

To be honest I am here to say things I have always wanted to say... I wanted to tell you that I loved you and cherished you... How I would die for you... I would protect you. I would do anything if it meant you would be happy... I lay myself infront of you... I expose myself to you and let you see me for who I really am and not for what I was. If you can see my inner feelings, could you give me redemption? If you saw the demons I have faced... Would you still hold me? I am a sinner and yet I am a saint... I am the one who shows the light and sometimes brings the darkness... I am troubled and alone, or at least I was... Until I met you. You showed me the that I can tell you the darkest things and you do not judge me, instead you love me more because i am willing to tell you these things. If this is how it feels to be free of guilt, then let me be free and let me be shown to the world for who I am and not for who I was... Show me that I can have redemption with no retribution and no transcendent payments... I will honor my promise and I will protect you with my life, I will hold you when you get scared, I will be at your side when things start to crumble, and when you feel threatened... I will stop it. I will hold your hand when you need me to and I will make sure that you are taken care of... You are the only person for me...

Tell him gth because if a guy truly loves you then he wouldn't be screwing around with your friend and not texting you when you want him to. I say dump him and tell him that he lost what little respect you had for him! No man is worthy of any woman if he is going around being a jerk! I do not go around flirting with other girls because I am loyal and know that the girl I love is most likely the one for me, I never screw around because I know if I did then I will lose her and not have anything at all. He will never be anybody's love until he realize that he can't do that. Can I get a AMEN!

You cant beat the whole game just by pushhing X What is he talking about if you dont like it then dont play it.

I am goin to miss you so much! I mean I just get back on then you leave! Oh life sucks sometimes... I will miss you, keep the faith though you will come back.

Ok the Nickelback Rock Band is coming out... who else wants to crap themselves because they want to buy it?:D:D:D:D:D:D

Thank you, man. im a girl but that's ok!!!!!u can call me dude though!! Well ok... sorry... you had Saix as a icon so I thought... I need to stop thinking, lol.

Well no... This is a note left by the main character of my book REDEMPTION... I am not Jacob, lol

Thank you, man.

See I am not sure if my ideas for my books are good or not so if you could go to my threads titled, "Redemption, Hunted, Despair or Repair, and Legacy" give me your feed back and be honest...

Sorry I am a boy but I have good advice for you. If you like him and he doesn't like you then there are only two things to do... 1 you can give it time and see if he feels differently as time passes, or 2 you can just forget about him and hope that there is somebody better for you... I know the feeling because I have had the same thing happen to me too... I hope it all works out in the end, though. I'll be prayin for ya!

Well yes, she actually did... She cried when I read the full poem to her... It was just one of those moments that strengthens us.

In day I am man... At night an animal... So peaceful in the light... So shattered in dark... I tried to keep it at bay, but when darkness veils the earth... The Animal comes out, the carnage begins... Only you and you alone can save me from this Animal... Give me redemption from the beast and cleanse this sinful soul... Stop this Animal and show me the man I am... So I can be the man I need to be... Save me from this Animal...

Well it is an adaption from a four page poem I wrote for my girlfriend... I just posted this part because I miss her. The name Matt is an Alias not my real name.

All this time I wanted to tell you how I have always felt... Now I am one day too late... A thousand tears I have shed... A river of blood I have bled without you... In the end I am weakened and defencless, every day without you is like a knife in my back and every second a scar upon my heart... If everyone loved like us then maybe we would see the day where no one dies... When you are in my arms, I feel like I am home, in your embrace I am in Heaven... When I see you smile, you light my world like a candle in the darkest abyss. This is how I feel for you, and that will never change... not as long as I breath, I promise. Love, Matt

Ok so like when you do start up again I want a sig. Until then though you breath maybe have some chocolate, lol.

Wow short chapter, lol. Ok so I think that your story is good put the one thing I am confused about is why did you make him look evil although he isn't?

Sry actually it wasn't him, he was logged in when I thought I was and I wrote that in his name, sry bro.

Like a wise man said... "You can't save crap!" lol jk

Hey thx guys, I just put this out here to "Test the water" so thx, lol. P.S I was so close to getting it published but then money got in the way...again.