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i'm actually considering just not going to sleep tonight so that tomorrow night i'll get to sleep easily. But tomorrow's my last day of school ever and I'd rather not be a zombie for the entire day

for the past few weeks (possibly months i'm not even sure anymore) I've been having some serious sleep problems, i try to go to bed at a decent time, like 10 or 11 but i just end up spending hours in bed, and only getting to sleep around 2 or 3am. it's really starting to become a nuisance, especially because I keep waking up an hour late by accident and I have to rush like hell to get ready for school, and then I'll spend ages resting my head on the desk because I'm so tired. I've also been taking these drops my mum's got that you're supposed to take just before going to bed but they make absolutely no difference and I just lye awake thinking about random crap. It might just be the pressure of exams but to be honest I never really get stressed and I'm generally a really chilled out guy Anyway, if anyone's got any tips on how to get to sleep it would be much appreciated and thanks in advance

mind if i join?

they haven't brought back the KH2 sora and probably never will because it would mean they would have to use the drives with it, and i think that they think it just made the game too easy

holy crap you just made me realise it's not really evidence that he died per se, but he says that, then he dies, then it's almost like he's talking about his own death, again, not really eidence, just irony

Believe me, your parents are just trying to protect you from buying a crappy game like COD

it's a theory, not a giant smack in the face saying HE'S DEAD!!! it's just things like that edea stabbed him with that giant crystal and yet on the next disc he doesn't even have any wounds, and the way that his life just kinda completely does a U-turn after that point

i just finished my playthrough of final fantasy 8 for my "all the numbered final fantasies before the end of the year" challenge, and in the ending i noticed that when squall seeing all that random stuff(which probably will give me nightmares tonight) it shows squall falling with his head tilted back in a massive light, i'm not 100% sure but to my recollection this looks like the part where squall gets stabbed by the crystal by Edea, I can't remember seeing anything about that on any of the articles and stuff but i just think that it really supports the whole "squall is dead" thing. Anyone else think this? just thought i'd share

to be honest i'd be fine if final fantasy vii wasn't remade, because no matter how well they do it, it will never live up to expectations. Also, Cloud in a dress, who wants to see that?

I know it's been around for like 10 years now but still, some minor spoilers. When Rinoa is hanging off the garden they're all just like 'omg Squall y u no go help Rinoa' and use peer pressure to get him to help her when that's just stupid because there are other people dying around them as well. And then when there's no one else in need of help and squall just wants to go to help Rinoa they're all like 'omg Squall that's just plain rude listen to Edea' to be honest they're all just stupid

by the way i'm not actually like that, i'm just having one of those days where i just think, "one day i'll die and there's nothing i can do about it"

that's what i'm saying. There is more to life that just death and depression, it's just that that stuff is all in vain, you'll both end up dead. I love life it's just that if there is only a limited time with it then i don't see the point in all the bad stuff

time flows differently in the realm of darkness, maybe we could all squeeze in, although i don't know if time flows quicker or slower there, probably slower seeing as aqua still looks just as old

you know what really pisses me off, life, and when i say life i don't mean what happens in life and how people are getting screwed over and how difficult it is, i mean literally the time from when you're born to when you die i was watching a video on consciousness earlier and i just began to think about how small i am in the world and that when i die the chances are it will go basically unnoticed. Because i mean life is a huge thing, a single life should seem basically impossible. I'm gonna come straight out and say it, i'm atheist, and i believe in evolution and all that but it's just like even the simplest bacteria shouldn't exist, time shouldn't exist, basically nothing should exist, the chances of anything ever happening even the universe being created seems to me like zero. Anyway back to where i was, when i die, most likely nothing will change, the only people it will really effect long term is my family. Because i mean, say i die tomorrow, after a week my friends will still be distraught, then after a month they will only think of me every now and then, after a year I'm hardly ever in their minds anymore and god knows how often they'll think about me in a few years. They have other friends, other people around them who can fill that hole where I was, but with my family there will always be my room upstairs, they're probably the only people who won't forget me. And this actually really pisses me off, an impossibility disappears and almost no-one cares. I mean even if you think about famous people, when was the last time you thought about Micheal Jackson or Whitney Houston, and hell Whitney hasn't even been gone that long. And then that got me to thinking, all lives are cursed, humans animals, everything. no matter how great or simple you are in life, in death we are all the same, in a box 10ft under, the flesh rotting, and even the mind, something so amazing will just degrade into dirt. Even me and even you. The greatest thing you could hope to do in death is to donate your body to science and prolong the life of the living. And that's all you can do, you will die, there's no avoiding it, surviving diseases and coming out against innumerable are almost pointless, all you're doing is prolonging your life, and to be honest, i think the idea of it is stupid, i want to die when i am still fairly young and able to do what i want, i hope i never have to live to live in an old peoples home and i certainly don't want to be a burden on my children. Then i started to think that bringing a child in to the world can actually be seen as quite a cruel thing to do, most people will spend most of their life needing something, whether these are just small annoyances or huge life saving things. If you've been on a long trip or something, you will be spending more time being bored and tired on the trip than you will being glad that you're home. If you're hungry then you will probably end up spending more time and effort looking for food than you get to spend eating it and feeling full.To have children is to bring them into the world we already know too well, they will feel similar pains to you and when they are old, they will just see all the people around them such as their friends die. And it's things like this that are the reason that I am not religious, if there was a god then why would they make it so that we have needs, a parent would always want their child to be happy so why would god not be the same. And even if he decided to still give us needs then why would he give us emotion, you get attached to your friends and family and in the end it will either be that you end up dying before them, causing their sadness or you will be walking around with their sadness when they die. Looking at it like this just makes god seem like a kid with a magnifying glass, watching them burn and letting them have a painful death

people who own that place: so you guys are projecting some stuff huh? you want a screen or something square:no no its fine we'll just use this uneven wall with a door on it, it's cool guys who own it: really? but people wont be able to see it will they? square: no no really it'll look epic trust me guys who own it: are you sure, i mean we've got a couple in the back square: NO!! WE'RE TRYING TO RUIN THE EXPERIENCE FOR ALL OUR FANS, CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE US ALONE

yeah but I'm the kind of person that likes to know that kind of info as soon as it's out

i stayed up till 5 in the goddamn morning expecting them to do the logical thing and reveal a new world or something ¬_¬. But no, there was basically no point in the whole thing, the only thing that made me a little happy was the fact that they projected cloud and sephiroth onto the wall which has me hoping when they dissapeared they went to the realm of sleep

to be honest I didn't find xions death all that sad, I think it was after in the scene where roxas gets defeated by riku and the last scene where he's in the fake twilight town are the saddest. The first because you just think all he wanted to do was fulfill the last wish of a friend he couldn't remember and the second because, if you'd played KHII you knew that it was the beginning of the end

haha yeah, a man can dream though

*begins praying europe gets it first* in that case we should be still a couple months away from a trailer . so, i've got to go 5 months without spoiling myself, i swear i won't, jeez i like to feel that i've got a little bit of self control(haha yeah right)

so you actually think I'm doing this because I'm religious, and do you think I'm doing it for a laugh, no. I'm doing it for a challenge, and besides christians believe in no premarital sex right? so why the hell are you thinking of this as a bad thing?

and similar things

lent's this weird christian thing where they give something up for 40 days to symbolise jesus in some desert or something

basically me and some of my friends are doing the plot of this film, in case no ones heard of it basically theres this guy who's trying to go for the whole of lent without, well... you know, anyone reckon i can do it? especially seeing as i'm basically an addict. we've set up punishments that get worse as you go on as well just to make it worse, the easiest is shaving your pubes, because it itches like firetruck and the hardest are the kind of things that i don't think should be mentioned on here

what the hell happened to 13 worlds per game?