MaybeSeptember

Sleep sounds so good now, got up around 2 am so my eyes are all droopy...^o^

I looked at the clock Leah had went to change, the hands told me that 6 o'clock was near. Mom was supposed to be here at 2 o'clock as I wondered where she was I went to look for Leah. I knew she had changed I was not going to yell for her because my throat hurt so that meant I had to wander around the house. After ten more minutes I found her "Leah, We need to go we need to look for mom" as I told her this I started to sob

I just got a puppy myself they are a handful but there so cute

Rough day today

a least they have a tube to float on

My prayers go out to everyone affected by the natural disasters that are affecting the world at this time

Thanks Okay, here's part 2 of Evermore Evermore sat in quiet dismay, For the entire world seemed to say "Love won't get you anywhere!" Love was all she knew, but they didn't care. ~ Sweet Evermore looked past her wine-red dress, and with a tender loving caress, Stroked her scarred, bloody, yet beautiful arms. The pain she felt from the cuts she made, The sweet, sweet slicing of that pretty blade, ~ It made everything better, she bade, She was lying to herself. "I can't love them anymore!" Screamed the beautiful voice of Evermore. ~ God hated to see her little heart sore, So pity was taken on her. Evermore again rose into song, A stranger in town heard the glorious throng. ~ He was shattered to see her cry, listening to Evermore's lullaby. He did not know how to approach her this pretty girl, who was broken ~ He told her he loved to hear her glorious song. "My song!" exclaimed Evermore. She did not think he would adore her pretty lullaby. "I think you are a pretty girl, your hair, in the wind, is gorgeously awhirl, Your eyes are like diamonds, shining so bright, I want to escort you along tonight!" ~ Evermore blushed with the feircest red, though her heart filled with dread, that he would find the scars. He did not, and the night went on, perfect as could be. And when the midnight bells rang, toward Evermore leaned he, ~ "I truly love thee!" Then a kiss, It happened there, The first Evermore had had. The sparks flew all over the sky, Evermore started to cry, For she had found love at last.

There are four parts you have to wait to read more There's more to this

A story of parts, be prepared to cry near the end and possibly could cause some depression Once upon a blood-red moon, Upon the orange and dusty dune, There sat a girl in a wine-red dress, crying tears of pain. "My heart is broken, torn in two, my lover hath bid me adieu I shall not love, no, nevermore!" Thus begins the story of Evermore. ~ Evermore was a lonely child, she grew up cursed, unloved, and wild. But she had a heart as pure as snow, her love lasted Everafter. But alas, the world was blind, and let Evermore slip behind ~ She'd often sit and cry at night, telling herself it would be alright, saying that she'd find love one day, though she knew it was all a lie. ~ one night, in the midst of the pain and strife, she finally found the love of her life. She found love on the blade of a knife, slicing through her beautiful arm ~ She watched the blood flow, crimson red, she watched it drop and stain her bed. She watched the blade glow, glistening silver, as it slowly cut her arm. ~ The scars, the scars, they were hard to hide, evidence of the pain inside, so she bought a claret dress to conceal the blood that was dripping out. ~ The cruel world found even more reasons to hate this little whore The poor, lonely, loving girl, who only needed a chance. ~ One night she sat and softly sang just as the midnight bells rang Evermore's lullaby. "I only want love, please listen to me. If only you would listen, stop and see. I Only need love, this is my plea. If only you love me, I will love thee." Meanwhile, a stranger rode Into the place of Evermore's abode...

I was told that I had Bipolar Disorder when I was 9, from the news of my Bipolar to my 10th b-day there were 3 attempts of suicide, these were the early stages. My parents and doctors treated me and I fought through my depressed state, everyone preferred the mania. When we moved my doctors changed, along with the medicine I was on. I went to the mental hospital 2 times for medicine changes, my parents thought that way was safer as did I, every time my medicine is changed or adjusted now I go there. When I turned 13 I was a victim of attempted rape, this occurred 2 more times when I was 15. I am thankful for the people who helped me when I needed help. When my parents were told they sent me to a mental hospital to get the coping skills I needed and to check my medication levels. I ended up at home with new medicines, which have not been changed. These parts of me are the hardest parts to remember, but they have made me the young woman that people see today. These are the problems that made me fall, but now I am back on my feet and standing strong Your problems make you who you are. Because how you react affects your character.

"Oh, there you are" I said as I turned around, Leah was wearing her school uniform and had a hiking backpack on. "Leah you might want to change and if you don't mind could you tell me what's in the bag and why we need it?"

~MaybeSeptember~ is glad everyone has stopped the rude remarks, now they have humor

~MaybeSeptember~wonders why people seem to be rude on every forum post she makes or comments on, you guys should'nt make rude remarks

I can talk in third person if i want to, and no I'm not always talking about myself nor am I trying to post this so I can find a person to the criteria of my dream type of guy Yes, Yes I do

These are my preferences for guys you don't have to have the same

"Leah" I yelled "Leah, where are you? Mom's gone she was supposed to be here 4 hours ago, when I phoned her shop Opal told me she left 2 hours ago because she got upset at a customer. We need to go look for her now Leah,who knows where she went."

Yes both my parents have health issues so my guy needs to be healthy that way I do not have to worry No what I mean is that if his looks matter more than the others he's around than he's not for me.

~MaybeSeptember~ has a acoustic guitar but lacks the skill to play

Sorry Koko, all ~MaybeSeptember~ wanted to do was share her survey that she took ~MaybeSeptember~ does not want to cause any problems Ok even though ~MaybeSeptember~ just posted for fun even thought every word's true Sorry FireRubies1, the survey was made by me and isn't on the computer these are my answers though

1 ] Do you need him to be good looking ? Good looks are not a huge need as long as the heart's good 2 ) Smart ? Has to have some common sense 3 ) Preferred age ? 3 years older 4 ) Preferred height ? Taller than 5"5 5 ) How about sense of humor ? No sarcasm, other than that humor's good 6 ) How about piercings ? No 7 ) Accepts you for who you are ? Why would he not accept me, he loves me 8 ) Green hair ? Not normal 9 ) Mushy or no ? Preferably not 10 ) Black , Brown , or White (skin color) ? White 11 ) Long hair or short hair ? Can not be longer than to the earlobe 12 ) Grease Monkey or Bookworm? Bookworm 13 ) Smells good? Yes so I can steal clothes from him 14 ) Smoker? No 15 ) Drinker ? As long as he does not drink excessively 16 ) How many exes? No more than 2 17 ) Muscular ? A 6 pack would be nice, he also needs to be able to carry me 18 ) Plays piano ? That would be cool 19 ) Plays bass and / or acoustic guitar? That would be cool 20 ) Plays violin ? That would be cool 21 ) Sings very good ? That would be cool 22 ) Vain ? No 23 ) With glasses ? Maybe I have glasses 24 ) With braces ? Not when we are together 25 ) Shy type ? Shyness would be okay as long as he can talk to me 26 ) Rebel or good boy ? Good boy 27 ) Active or passive ? Passive 28 ) Singer or dancer ? Singer 29 ) Stunner ? Along as he looks good to me he's okay 30 ) Hiphop ? No 31 ) Earrings ? No 32 )Love letter ? So cooll 33 ) Playful ? Would be fun 34 ) Flirt ? Not to every person 35 ) Serious ? Would be ok 36 ) Painter ? Love boys who create 37 ) Religious ? One god only 36 ) Someone who likes to tease ? Only playfully 37 ) Computer games geek ? Or internet freak ? Internet 38 ) Loyal or faithful ? Someone who's both 39 ) Good kisser ? Soft and Gentle 40 ) Loves children?? Someone who can tolarate them My dream guy would be this and more

Name:Rebecca Age:18 Gender:Female Appearance: Personality:motherly,shy,forgetful,calm,careful,dependable,generous,humorous,honest,hopeful,observant,respectful,thoughtful,warm Theme song and the reason why:Green Eyes by Coldplay; Because she feels she's a rock for so many people Character Hates:laundry,dogs,sugary foods,energy drinks,unhealthy foods,rap,hip hop,early mornings,news channels,rude people and bugs Character Loves:grocery shopping,instruments,heath food,coffee, chocolate,indie rock,instrumental music,sleeping late,home improvement channels,cooking channels,flowers,smell of lavender,spring,the sound of the ocean,dance class

~MaybeSeptember~ has a guest coming over today

MaybeSeptember has a puppy

~MaybeSeptember~ wonders about everyone

~MaybeSeptember~ has strep throat