may sound like I'm ranting hereMy brother continiously makes this motor noise. I know he's just a kid but I'm deaf in my left ear, so all the noises transfer to my right ear, making certain noises(such as that idiotic motor noise)sound very disturbing o_o. My mother keeps yellling and I've tried to talk to her at first but she never listens to me. So, now I've tried to simply stop talking to her but she still keeps yelling at me. I have 235 days left until I turn 18 years old (yes I'm counting down the days because I'm that desperate and want to get the hell out of my house). But I really don't know what to do until then.

My stepfather is still controlling over me though he doesn't play "whack-a-mole" with me anymore(if you know what I mean)but he likes to yell at me alot. It's like they want me to suffer and they want me to be sad. I have some good news though. I'm getting S.S.I.(social security income aka disability checks)and when I do I'll be able to get my Xanax.

But until then, I won't be able to feel "zoned out" to avoid the pain and I was wondering anyone have any ideas or techniques in how to deal with yelling; enraged parents?

hmm, get an emancpation form them?

 

or try to move in with a friend, whats a Xanax? a type of moter veicle that teleports you aroun the world?

hmm never heard of what an emancpation form was. And Xanax is a highly addictive anti-panic medication. I found I can buy it online since my pyschiatrist refuses to give it to me. It'll zone me out but the pill will make my life better because I'll be less stressed.

Well, when my parents piss the firetruck out of me, I either 1, go smoke weed/cigarets, 2, go outside and skateboard or do somthing active, 3, play my guitar or listen to music, 4, go to a friends house, 5, zone out into my video games.

Try to ignore them somehow and try to go to ur friends so no yelling there

Hmmm How long do they yell at you when they yell?, If it is for a little bit just put up with it and after there done just go in your room for a bit to relieve your stree from it

@Macroxen it was helpful a bit brother thanx

 

@king of hearts I try to avoid them brother but they don't care :c but kh13.com feels like a safe haven for me ^_^ so talking to my friends here help alot so thanx

 

@venroxas they yell alot. It's constant but it's not 24/7 although the spend much of the day yelling or telling me to correct every one of my flaws.

Well I don't have any advice. I know you have been through a lot but all I can say right is: endure it. I know it won't work but I don't have any helpful advices.