Posted October 18, 201114 yr This is a KH poem I wrote when I was bored in English. You'll quickly see whose point of view this is... anyways, enjoy! ^.^ Shadow A witch That’s what I was Never meant to be A shadow of that most precious to him I wondered what it’d be like To feel Important. So I temper with the chain of memories The promise he made her He now made to me Her lucky starfish Now my lucky keychain The one precious to him Is now Me. This is what it’s like to mean something to another No more would I feel empty inside So what is this raw guilt Eating away at me? No, I say to myself It’s for the better. Would I want to feel lonely again? That hollow nothingness? All it took Were simple Memory adjustments And it’s not like I actually have A choice They’re forcing me to do it anyways They as if I wanted to remain her shadow If I wanted to be cast aside Do I want to remain unimportant? I don’t. He finally makes it The easygoing smile, the goofy sayings, strong heart, For once I’m cared about And it makes me feel good Until I remind myself that his feelings are a fluke Just like me I can’t hold the truth from him any longer I tell him about my wrongdoings My manipulation That I’m nothing more than a living shadow A Nobody I expect him to be mad Who wouldn’t be? But after being confused and frustrated for a bit He smiles at me Just as he did in the false memories But this aren’t false memories- this is reality And says he’ll Protect me As he promised that night Why? That night never happened And he knows it He brightly says that Whether it happened or not A promise is a promise True to that promise He takes them out Not only in a quest to regain his memories, But to keep me safe as well It’s overwhelmingly nice to know that I’m worth Fighting for I make an offer to him- Keep the memories he has now Or regain the ones of her If he chooses the latter I’ll be forgotten And once more, I’ll just be a Shadow He gives it serious thought And after much debate with himself He settles on getting the memories of her back I’m sad that I’ll be forgotten But I want to make him Happy He should be, after how much he did For me Now he and his friends will be Sleeping peacefully Unaware of the world As I work diligently to repair The damage I inflicted It’s my turn To protect him now Before he delves into slumber He writes, “Thank Naminé” So he can express gratitude to me Even when he’s forgotten me It’s time “Goodbye,” I say He immediately scolds me Says he’ll find me And then we won’t have to keep things From each other He asks me to promise him this Because even if the memory’s lost It’ll still be their Within our hearts Seeing his point, I do promise him And we lock pinkies Now, even when he was about to fall asleep He says we’ll find each other And become real friends I smile, Motivating him, And he finally remembers her name- “Kairi.” Then he falls asleep Here I am now Working diligently Sometimes I want to quit Knowing that I’ll become A shadow Again I immediately scold myself Because it’s just like we promised After this, we’ll meet again There will be no lies And we’ll be friends for real Those were his exact Words And I have faith in them Yes, we will see each other Soon And now longer will I be In her Shadow
This is a KH poem I wrote when I was bored in English. You'll quickly see whose point of view this is... anyways, enjoy! ^.^
Shadow
A witch
That’s what I was
Never meant to be
A shadow of that most precious to him
I wondered what it’d be like
To feel
Important.
So I temper with the chain of memories
The promise he made her
He now made to me
Her lucky starfish
Now my lucky keychain
The one precious to him
Is now
Me.
This is what it’s like to mean something to another
No more would I feel empty inside
So what is this raw guilt
Eating away at me?
No, I say to myself
It’s for the better.
Would I want to feel lonely again?
That hollow nothingness?
All it took
Were simple
Memory adjustments
And it’s not like I actually have
A choice
They’re forcing me to do it anyways
They as if I wanted to remain her shadow
If I wanted to be cast aside
Do I want to remain unimportant?
I don’t.
He finally makes it
The easygoing smile, the goofy sayings, strong heart,
For once I’m cared about
And it makes me feel good
Until I remind myself that his feelings are a fluke
Just like me
I can’t hold the truth from him any longer
I tell him about my wrongdoings
My manipulation
That I’m nothing more than a living shadow
A Nobody
I expect him to be mad
Who wouldn’t be?
But after being confused and frustrated for a bit
He smiles at me
Just as he did in the false memories
But this aren’t false memories- this is reality
And says he’ll
Protect me
As he promised that night
Why?
That night never happened
And he knows it
He brightly says that
Whether it happened or not
A promise is a promise
True to that promise
He takes them out
Not only in a quest to regain his memories,
But to keep me safe as well
It’s overwhelmingly nice to know that
I’m worth
Fighting for
I make an offer to him-
Keep the memories he has now
Or regain the ones of her
If he chooses the latter
I’ll be forgotten
And once more, I’ll just be a
Shadow
He gives it serious thought
And after much debate with himself
He settles on getting the memories of her back
I’m sad that I’ll be forgotten
But I want to make him
Happy
He should be, after how much he did
For me
Now he and his friends will be
Sleeping peacefully
Unaware of the world
As I work diligently to repair
The damage I inflicted
It’s my turn
To protect him now
Before he delves into slumber
He writes, “Thank Naminé”
So he can express gratitude to me
Even when he’s forgotten me
It’s time
“Goodbye,” I say
He immediately scolds me
Says he’ll find me
And then we won’t have to keep things
From each other
He asks me to promise him this
Because even if the memory’s lost
It’ll still be their
Within our hearts
Seeing his point,
I do promise him
And we lock pinkies
Now, even when he was about to fall asleep
He says we’ll find each other
And become real friends
I smile,
Motivating him,
And he finally remembers her name-
“Kairi.”
Then he falls asleep
Here I am now
Working diligently
Sometimes I want to quit
Knowing that I’ll become
A shadow
Again
I immediately scold myself
Because it’s just like we promised
After this, we’ll meet again
There will be no lies
And we’ll be friends for real
Those were his exact
Words
And I have faith in them
Yes, we will see each other
Soon
And now longer will I be
In her
Shadow