I am currently in my first year of comic school, and it has always been my dream to create my own graphic novel series. i live in an 100 year old "mansion" with 25 other boys who for the majority are vulgar, arrogant, idiots .. whom i refer to as "frat boys". The school was founded by an american comic legend whom i never even heard of (joe kubert) which apparently is a hugeee deal to these people and being the anime fan i obviously am .. i am now a piece of shit, everything i admire, everything i respect and hold dear is instantly worthless in their eyes bc i like it. seeing how manga is a comic style, i figured i'd fit right in with the other nerds ... no, this is not the case. now i have dealt with a less severe situation than this before, but i had friends in those instances to talk to about anime with and play games, watch vids with and what not but yea .. these people don't really exist here one hour away from home.
now i could try and suck it up and let these stressful feelings build, between the hours of work without sleep and irritating comments, but seeing how i've had experience with depression and anxiety just 1 year ago (suicidal thoughts and extreme depression).. this doesn't really seem like the #1 choice so far ...sooo, any opinions?
I am currently in my first year of comic school, and it has always been my dream to create my own graphic novel series. i live in an 100 year old "mansion" with 25 other boys who for the majority are vulgar, arrogant, idiots .. whom i refer to as "frat boys". The school was founded by an american comic legend whom i never even heard of (joe kubert) which apparently is a hugeee deal to these people and being the anime fan i obviously am .. i am now a piece of shit, everything i admire, everything i respect and hold dear is instantly worthless in their eyes bc i like it. seeing how manga is a comic style, i figured i'd fit right in with the other nerds ... no, this is not the case. now i have dealt with a less severe situation than this before, but i had friends in those instances to talk to about anime with and play games, watch vids with and what not but yea .. these people don't really exist here one hour away from home.
now i could try and suck it up and let these stressful feelings build, between the hours of work without sleep and irritating comments, but seeing how i've had experience with depression and anxiety just 1 year ago (suicidal thoughts and extreme depression).. this doesn't really seem like the #1 choice so far ...sooo, any opinions?