I can't take life anymore. I am so sick of it. Below will be a bunch of things are everyday problems that is taunting me.

 

 

 

Family:

 

My mom is lazy with her Farmvile and she will not stop going on Facebook.

My dad has back pains and I can't bear to watch him in pain.

My parents were having a fight so my dad lives upstairs and my mom lives on the main floor.

My sister is a slut who uses us for her wants and needs.

My other sister won't bring my nephew here alot, and I am dying to see him. It's like every month I see him only once.

I don't know if any problems will happen with my grandmother again but if she has a major heart attack and dies, then I don't know if I will get to see my whole family come anymore, so I'm worried.

My other grandmother who lives with me is a pain in the ass, and is one step closer to be telling to STFU. Plus won't stop asking me to draw again (I used to draw anime characters but not anymore)

 

Friends:

I stick out of the crowd while my best friend fits in with other people.

My friend who has ADHD makes random noises which bothers the hell out of me EVERY single freakin day. And it's not even the ADHD acting up, he's just being really random. He just got to stop the random noises because I know it's not the ADHD

One guy who keeps bothering me (sadly he is my friend, even though I don't like him) to death. And without me apparently, he won't fit in.

I want to see half of my friends to go to another school.

There was a girl I liked who was my friend in the elementry school, and she is now a whore

I can't seem to make any more friends

A Sophmore friend of mine keeps asking me for things, mooching off of me, and he's 16 so he can get a job BUT NOOOO this guy doesn't want to get one

I don't have much friends which is one of the things that is killing me. I don't have a large or medium group of friends, I only have a small version of that

Some of my old friends don't even talk to me

 

School:

I hate waking up a 7 just to get there by 7:30 and all that bullshit

My grades are dropping and dropping, I believe I'm failing a class or two, not quite sure

Each teacher gives me too much work, so I lazily not do it. Right now, I got two projects while I am doing my CAPT testing

The halls are too crowded

Everybody there is a douchebag, moron, and/or a hypocrite

My Italian teacher is so firetrucking annoying I want to shoot her

There's too much drama when it comes anything, including picking who does what in my Advance Foods class

My classes suck ass, and I hope next year's classes don't

 

Other People:

Like I said, a girl I liked is a whore

The people here annoy the shit out of me

I am one step closer to kicking someone's ass (Which I will probably fail but will still his ass beaten anyway)

People ignore me which that's great so I can ignore them, but I honestly don't want to be ignored

 

My Habit and Stuff:

I play too many videogames, watch too much T.V and like on the computer 24/7

I am lazy and this is my parents fault, yet try to get me to do something around the house

I don't play sports or get into anything, as everything is so firetrucking stupid.

I take showers and then go to bed, which have my hair stick up and then my mom complaining about it

I have hair down to my neck and everybody in my family won't stop asking me to get a haircut, which I will but they need to STFU first.

I am a sugar freak, and only eat sweets and barely any food (I don't even eat lunch or breakfast and thats why I am so skinny, especially since I can still see my ribs

I don't like talking or talking to people. I like to be silent and this probably affected on how many friends I have. But I like friends that have connections and do the similar things. And most people don't fit into this category.

 

And finally, the bad ones, that's been going on for two years and even this year:

 

I hate my life

I have bad sucidial thoughts

I wanted to run away, but now I don't want to, even though I still have thoses thoughts.

My life is not going anywhere and opputinities are not popping up

I want to kill myself because I am tired of this world

Can't concretrate on my stories with all the stress

I hate people in general

And I am negative alot instead of positive.

 

 

 

All this stress is really hurting my head and I can't take it anymore. I don't know what to do, I probably have a couple I forgot to mention but it doesn't matter as all the stress it overwhelming.

 

Even though people say, "No one would miss me if I killed myself." It's not true, but this would apply to me. No one would care if I left and hit the bucket. They will still go to their usual routine and forget about me. I know you guys would care but it's the internet.

 

Honestly, I have no idea what to do for the next three years, and at this rate, I just don't know if life is good or bad. I try to enjoy the things in life, but it's not working out. I know I don't have the guts to cut myself or commit suicide, but thoses thoughts are just destroying my dreams and everything I care.

 

We were born to die. Apparently, I was born to live an unhappy life and then to die

first of all DO NOT DO ANYTHING TO HURT YOURSELF OR KILL YOUSELF

 

believe me, life will get better.

when you're an adult, you can cut yourself off from your family and do whatever you want.

until then, just look for the positives, it may be hard, but do something you enjoy

Just wait till your 21 and then drink the pain away lmaooooo

okay im totally joking.

Ill tell you what. No offence to you, but you are very picky. Try to find something about life you enjoy, and think about that:)

 

Yeah, dont do anything stupid lol, everything gets better.

Forget enjoying life. If you don't want to then you don't have to be forced to find something to like.

Just hang in there though for the people who like you. A lot of your littler problems merely require a change of mindset to fix, and hopefully others will clear up on their own.

And, if you're living in that kind of tension, it's probably a good thing that you're on the computer 24/7, you use it as a getaway from the stress of living with that.

If you did commit suicide we'd miss you and care. I dunno about everyone else, but I know that even though it is the internet, we have the chance to help you through this, and if we did nothing and you got up the guts to do it, then we would be at least somewhat responsible.

 

I really do hope things get better for you though

hey dude don't worry, we all love you here and besides, it's only a rough patch... I'm 15 now and for like 7 years (7-14) I was bullied and I came close to suicide but a kept going and now life's great, I have great friends and schools 'ite. So despite your feelings now, I know for a fact you can get through this and you will soooooooooooooo happy once you do.

yeah, i think that at least once in your life, everyone goes through a short emo/suicidal/i hate life phase. you'll just have to live through it (mine lasted a couple of weeks, and a little hint of it over the weeks surrounding it)

@Koolkingdom1

I don't have the guts to do it. I mean, I feel like I want to, but there's no way I can. How can I say, a coward to death? And I already went through that phase. This is my second time.

 

@Aaron

First you take away my 5+ Rep and then you tell me to drink it off when I am 21, man how low can you get. LOL I kid. I honestly don't care about the rep though. But ummm, you are not the only one to call me picky. I am very picky so yeah.

 

@qwigoqwaga

You know...that's the best advice I've even gotten. I think I will follow your adivce.

There's one word to describe your problem: puberty.

However, there are two words for a solution: maturation and thus time.

 

Try not to let things get you down that much; when I was 15 I'd do so as well, so I'm saying this with some kind of "experienced background knowledge", if you will. (;

Ven's right! Don't be so negative! in fact be optimistic,and look on the bright side of life. If you think of good postive things,and think greatly then the world, well graduly get better for you,as will life,helth and other thnings. If people areNagging on you,or whatever,then trying to get in touch with yourself. once when one loves oneself then others will follow. So,Dude, shit happens all the time,get ovber it,and move on. simple as that.

Ven's right! Don't be so negative! in fact be optimistic,and look on the bright side of life. If you think of good postive things,and think greatly then the world, well graduly get better for you,as will life,helth and other thnings. If people areNagging on you,or whatever,then trying to get in touch with yourself. once when one loves oneself then others will follow. So,Dude, shit happens all the time,get ovber it,and move on. simple as that.

 

But what if you don't love yourself and/or don't want to? Perhaps you don't give a crap if people follow or not? And what if there is no bright side to life, because face it: you're gonna die anyways. Might as well enjoy it while your here, but no one's to say you have to.

What I do is I look on the bright side of things. I mean at times I have hated my life but I just think about the good things and I feel better. I mean what's life without some problems?

Just look on the brightside (you're roughly six feet tall ;D <--- totally stole that from Chris Drew)

[align=center]One day you'll look back at this and realize how silly you sound.

We've all got our share of stressors. When it comes down to the ultimate decision, I ask that you think of this:

There are two types of courage in the world; The courage to live and the courage to die. It takes courage to take a life away, be it your own or another's, but it takes a stronger courage to live through the difficulties to make it to the rewards life has to offer.

 

My friend had the courage to die; I have the courage to live. Which do you have?[/align]

Basically what everyone has said. You could focus on these negative things, which is just gonna make you feel worse; or like Aaron said, find something enjoy, or something that's positive in your life, and focus on that. Or just focus on making these bad things better.

@Ven

One word: No

 

@Hinako_U

Yes I have done that, but I don't have many good times. Like seriously, I really don't. I do my usual things and nothings new. There's really no fun out of it. And I can't get out of that habit.

 

@Disoriented

....Uhhh....hmmmm....

 

@Daniel

Funny, you never respond to Personal threads. But to be on topic, read what I said with Hinako_U. I don't have anything that I can enjoy, except for making stories, but it's hard to concentrate on them. But I can try making my bad things better, that I can do.

See that's why you don't have to like life, just put up with it. You may not be able to find a bright side, but you don't need one. If you want to try making stuff better or at least seem better, then go for it. If you don't, then be content to let other people enjoy the bright sides of their lives. If you can't beat 'em and don't want to join 'em, screw it all and do your own thing.

haha