Just Focus on Today

Here's a song I wrote.  Once again I will give likes to anyone who can tell me what or who this is about (it has to do with a fandom that is talked about on here).

Another dawn I lay in bed

Just trying to sort things in my head

I wish I could send it all away

But I must get up and start the day

I used to be out and all alone

Then some friends gave me a home

But it turned out someone else

Really saved me from myself

I stabbed them in the back

Put my friends  under attack

Then I ran away and when I came back

I whipped them off their feet

Dragged a city to its knees

Can I just forget about it please?

I really didn’t trust myself

And lost it from everyone else

I made a bad choice, so it seems

I really felt like part of that team

And whenever I go your way

My mind flashes back to that day

I just want to forget my betray

I want to just focus on today

It seems like times been creeping by

And all I can do is to try

To put the past behind me somehow

And forget about everything but now

I act like I was never there

And I pretend that I don’t care

But when it looks me in the eye

I feel like breaking down to cry

I was standing in the crowd

When my past came back around

I ran away but then I was found

I was dragged somewhere near

And I was looking in a mirror

Does anyone know I don’t want to be here?

I really didn’t trust myself

And lost it from everyone else

I made a bad choice, so it seems

I really felt like part of that team

And whenever I go your way

My mind flashes back to that day

I just want to forget my betray

I want to just focus on today

I should have never ran away in the firstplace

I should have challenged my troubles totheir face

But I can’t change time

And I can’t let it just slide by

I just want to start all over again

And forget about holes that will nevermend

That may not come true

But it’s all I want to do

I really didn’t trust myself

And lost it from everyone else

I made a bad choice, so it seems

I really felt like part of that team

And whenever I go your way

My mind flashes back to that day

I just want to forget my betray

I want to just focus on today

I really didn’t trust myself

And lost it from everyone else

I made a bad choice, so it seems

I really felt like part of that team

And whenever I go your way

My mind flashes back to that day

I just want to forget my betray

I want to just focus on today

Another dawn I lay in bed

Just trying to sort thing in my hea