Why?

well

my grandma died last week

ever since my life has gone downhill

Someone on here and I are fighting.

I feel untrusted.

Anything I say to anyone DOESN'T MEAN SHAT!

I am falling behind in school.

My grandma and I were close... like i saw her every weekend since I could remember.

She always helped me no matter what

we weren't just close family

We were like...each other

I am more like her than anyone else in my family.

Now..... today I said goodbye to her

and some people don't understand me.

Or don't know when to be quiet.

 

Now there is is all.

Plz dont pity me >.> i just needed to vent.

Just don't fall to psychosis like me, I literally lost an emotion or two when extremely horrible things happened to my life, it even effected my voice to little or no emotion, quoted "robot-like". My nephew was really close to me, I loved him like a little brother, he was my first nephew and he died. Along with his dumbass father. In a car fire. He was only 4 years old. Oh well. My tears dried up at the funeral, I wonder what weddings are like? 2 funerals, just don't fall to insanity like I have. No one in my family or friends know, its a joke to them, keep it a joke, I walk alone. Crap, i'm talking too much again...sorry.

well i did call this thread "Venting" so its okay that you wanna vent,.

and im sorry

but.. like ur better now right?