I'm tired of losing those close to me

Whether it be they wanna leave or it's fatality

There is no excuse no technicality

You just wanted a way out

A firetrucking way to skate out

Well you know what go I've been through this shit before

I tired of games so I unplugged the Playstation

Everytime I saw you my heart was racin

But now it's breaking

I'm not about to become the broken man I used to be

I was a firetrucking joke but you were real to me

I'm tired of love and lose

And there is no waking you up like Asuna

Cause I was the one dreamin about us being together for a long time

This is like some sick joke played on me by Munna

I tried to make more time to love you and put you above

Everything else

You stole my heart and stored it away on shelf

I'd smoke away or drown my sorrows in alcohol

But I said I was heartbroken...not stupid

Leave me be you already left me

And now I left to snap that baby neck between the head and body of Cupid

maybe this poem and thread is stupid

Maybe there was no US maybe I was daydreamin lucid

Just put me on the crucifix now cause I'm feelin real stupid

You claim to love me and still care about me but your lying

I feel sorrow but I'm not cryin...

I'm free I'm flyin I'm single

Soon I may be ready to mingle

And I'm sorry my swimming career got in the way of US when I was willing to accomdate

And set up biweekly dates

But you were just lookin for an excuse to skate so from my heart,mind,and soul

I command you to stay out

I'm done

It's over

Red rover red rover bring another loss over

To my corner

You know where am I now lost but not found

I think I'll be a drifter

Peace yo I'm leaving town

I've lost the love of my life....I wanna cry but I can't....guess I'm outta tears...so I hope you have a nice life

Cheers

 

 

This was something I wrote up real quick and if you couldn't tell, yes, my first love just left me :sad:. I'm just tired of this

Edited February 18, 201411 yr by Kaiser SilverSun

I'm sorry for your pain .The first cut is the deepest . But you will go on to love another and experience life -the good and the bad .Remember strength of heart will get you through anything.

^Thank you Lea I really needed uplifting words and those help alot

^Thank you Lea I really needed uplifting words and those help alot

 

I'm happy to hear that you received some comfort through my words .My thoughts are with you.