zexion/ienzo

Firstly; I am not ignoring you. The site isn't letting me send a PM to you.Secondly; Don't you ever be jealous of my body. You don't have to worry about DD cups flying everywhere in Gym or the creepers coming with it. Thirdly; It's ironic because I've always been jealous of your body. I used to (and still do) think you are the most beautiful specimen I've seen. You make "stick" skinny, look fantastic. That's not a lie. And I don't mean to look like I'm "fishing for conpliments". Honest. You know better then anyone that when I say something I dislike or think about myself it's because I truly mean it... I'd post the response here but I don't want to without your okay. I'd text it. But I doubt you have my number and all.

I Can't believe that anymore. I want too. But I dun' know if I can.

...Shelby. firetruck Bel. firetruck that this keeps changing everything to fire truck. I just want my friend. You think I don't need you? Shelby you telling me that you wanted not to speak to me again killed me. Absolutely killed me. I'm PMing you this because I'm not discussing this on a public site. This issue is personal. As for everything else you said...thank you. E-Especialy the curvy and beautiful and...saying that when I know I'm not. Everyone else...thank you for posting. At least I know that killing myself won't be an option tonight or tomorrow...

Koko, I love you ;_;

Thank you guys...I'll try and take your advice but I don't believe that I can fix things with her, my friend. I want to. But I don't even know what's wrong. As for everything else, it's not abuse. I'm throwing up of my own accord - she isn't forcing me...

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Hiya Roxy Long time no see, eh?

((I think I start Wednesday )) Yuri felt his eyes widen at that on cue like most others would and he faked interest. Although he was a bit surprised he was brave enough to sit through six classes full of people who he couldn't trust. With how he acted, Yuri could only suspect Kwik was a sure fire target for ridicule or being shunned. "Six classes? Really?" He folded his nimble fingers together, elbows leant on the hard wood table top of the desk. His maroon eyes flicked to the teacher at the front desk, wondering what exactly was taking him so long. Was it always this long of a wait before he started their lesson?

Good...some progress, He shrugged his shoulders in the way that any student with his attitude would do, putting on the best smile that he could. Nothing confident or cocky and he tried his best to steer away from cruel. He just wore a simple curve of his lips, something that spoke more of a "what could you do look". He figured trying to show some sort of emotion to this boy - Kwik - was a sure way to get close to him. So at least the fidgety blond didn't think he was inhuman or out to get him. Which he was. But acting was at least some part of his job. "Nah, I'm new around here. A transfer into this class anyway. I have dorm just across campus. My classes usually aren't down here." He stated with a small shrug knowing that at least some of that was the truth. He did take other classes here - this wasn't the only one (but if anyone asked he hardly showed up only because of much of a process he considered it to be). "I can't say I've seen you either," His face slipped back into his stoic expression, his eyes darting around to take in the teen's appearance. His blue eyes were a bit bigger than most, watery but not teary, and some messy, untamed blond haired poked out from under his hat. Kwik's clothing wasn't much different but there was just a certain way he held himself that made Yuri notice he was definitely not comfortable with how close he was sitting next to him. And he was on the other side of the round table. "Is this your only class?"

Yuri raised an eyebrow at the boy's reaction, fighting the urge to roll his eyes. He knew from the file that he was shy but couldn't he even muster the word 'hi'? God I really don't want to be bothered trying to do this... He internally muttered, propping his head up on the palm of his hand, looking at him with the best mildly interested look he could bring himself to muster. He couldn't afford to get scared off. "My name's Yuri - what about you?" He stated calmly, trying to show he wasn't affected in the slightest by the quivering and nervous display he was given. He had to wonder why this boy was so quiet and paranoid with everything he did. There was nothing about his past or experiences recorded down. He had to wonder if it was crucial to get to know this teen to recruit him. If he'd have to pretend to care. Not that that was something new to him. Lying for his line of work.

((I see. And you mentioned he was abused right..?)) Yuri picked up on how his form stilled as he approached the table to be seated at and felt a frown settle on his face. From what he was briefed on, he was shy. Very shy. He didn't look like he'd be very helpful at all within the organization. Maybe as bait but truthfully, he couldn't picture him as anything crucial. He wondered why his boss was so kheen on recruiting him. Despite the questions beginning to come to mind it really came down to the fact that his doubts didn't matter. All that mattered was that he carried out his mission without fail like he was prided to do. By the looks of the kid, he just might be able to get this over by noon and head to his dorm for a nice nap. Sitting down carelessly in the chair beside the (obviously timid) teen, Yuri flipped some of his crimson hair out of his maroon eyes and gave a gentle side-glance to him, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose. He had to be careful not to look through the lenses directly. Just looking through them this morning was giving him a headache. "Hey,"

((That's a relief~ By the way, can you give me more information on what Yuri's "mission" is that you mentioned in the PM? Just message me if you need to.)) Pulling open the heavy door, Yuri walked into his new classroom, briefly looking around the spacious area. It was more of your less typical room - the sudents being seated at circular tables meant for two rather than singular desks. This room was in a noticeably warmer environment too, the atmosphere relaxing as opposed to stressful. There was a slight smell of insence but not to heavy and Yuri felt his muscles relax just slightly. With such an easy-going mood, an aura that wouldn't stress him out to much throughout this assignment. The people in the class looked friendly enough, some looking at a textbook for their lesson review of today and others exchanging small chatter back and forth. A laugh here and there, nothing to different then what you could expect from the rest of the student body in the University. And then, his wandering eyes caught his target. He sat alone towards the back - not a surprise from the description he was given and whatnot about his basic personality traits. Sighing lowly under his breath, he slipped his hands in his pockets and walked with as best leniency as he could to the empty seat next to the timid boy in the back, giving only a brief nod to his new teacher who was busy unloading some work for the course. Swallowing, Yuri made is way around the tables to the young boy, internally debating as to how he was going to approach him. ((Long delay was long, sorry.))

Um...? Is it not there?

((Sorry for the obnoxiously long wait. I was a bit unsure on how to reply and I needed to re-read the summary you gave. I'm still incredibly nervous about posting since these are your characters and I feel like I night screw it up...)) He really couldn't see the point in all of this. All of the private planning, the discussions, and the importance of his role. He couldn't fathom why, out of all the younger members in their society, he was chosen to do this. Why he had to be the one to dirty his hands this time. All of this trouble and sneaking around - just for some random child within the University that they had their eyes on. Yuri's maroon eyes slid shut from behind his thin, black framed glasses. It was to complicated for his liking. Just once he'd appreciate being able to go at least a month without doing anything that pushed him to put forth more effort than he really wanted to exert (which wasn't much mind you). A hand twitched towards his crimson red hair as an old habit of his whenever he was either thinking or very agitated - but he restrained the habit. When he was younger he was told that the smallest of things combined with key events could draw suspicion. Not that Yuri could really say he expected anyone in this particular hallway of bustling students to catch on to him mindlessly tugging his fringe. "Such a pain..." He muttered lowly, his suavé voice humbling with the rest of the noise, looking around for his re-assigned classroom. ((Oh God I hope that was okay with you. I didn't know what you were looking for at all. I hope this is acceptable ;_)

Late repy is late sorry

I'm online and ready, where's the thread

Alright~

Okay, cool. You get hike earlier then I do this time. I get home at about the same time as last year~ And we can actually start it tonight if you aren't feeling too tired, depending on how my headache is going to act =_=#

Sunday should be alright. And I truthfully don't know when school starts. Probably the 8th.

Tomorrow I'm having a girl's day with Sarah. That's no good.

Oh yes, I'm your Toasty~

Sorry, I haven't been able to be on properly since this is the week before high-school and whatnot. I have Orientations and things to go to so I really won't be able to start this week like I though. Probably next week though. Sorry, I really intended to get this started sooner...

Alright, just got home. Got the descriptions and it seems like a good plan. Is there anyway in particular you'd like to start this off? Any titles in mind, ect, ect?

It's alright, I got it this morning. I know you're asleep so I have to wait till god knows when you wake up for a reply I'll be going out at 12 today though for a high school orientation - don't know what time it ends at, sorry. So I'll try to reply to the PMs and possibly RP if we start it today.