"To the me who lives at some point in time and who isn't alone,Once again, I made some mistakes, and also some progress. Meanwhile, I finally, but slowly, began to learn to rely on my friends. I was constantly afraid that everyone would blame me for dragging them into this, and that they would hate me, or be appalled at me, or get mad at me, and leave me...But then I was told I had the wrong were very mad at me. It hurt so much. Not that they hit me, but it really hurt. I finally figu...