Again, hi. I'm Solarclaw *awkward wave*
I've actually followed KH13 news since the announcement of KH3D but haven't really signed in since....a few months ago? I can't remember. And even after I created this account I've only just stalked about two topics so this is my first uh....post? contribution? to the forum. Too shy and too pessimistic about self as well as fear of having posts/topics that are just plain rants/rambles. Probably just my borderline anxiety disorder >>
But now that that's out of the way! *throws notepad/greeting card to the side*
I love Kingdom Hearts. Make no mistake about it. Unfortunately....I've never actually played any of them /brick'd
Okay, I tried a bit of KH II, but I got stuck on like...the first day. Orz I'm sorry! I just can't really handle having to control the camera as well as other things. I'm only used to, like....an automated camera similar to Super Smash Bros. Brawl and as for actual fighting....well, I spam with Pikachu in Brawl and I love turn-based systems(?). Like Pokemon. And maybe Final Fantasy IX.
As you can see, I don't like being pressured. Not at all. I like taking my time. This could be due to the fact that I actually like playing chess and whatnot.
...Oops. I rambled again....Sorry ^^;
Anyways, yes. I love KH even though I've never actually played any of the games nor do I really want to *winces* But I love the story and the designs and the concepts! I also love art. And I do like reading fanfiction. Lots and lots of fanfiction. Combined, I have something of a volume series(?) of my own fanfiction in the KH universe. Including OCs.....I love my OCs. *shuffles nervously*
But they're all in my head. I have....a lot of trouble of actually writing stuff down. Orz
Which brings me to the actual main reason why after such a long time of being a lurker I decided to join. Fanfiction. And fanart, maybe. I have a deviantart account (s0larclaw812). There isn't much....like....almost nothing KH related is posted. Just favorited. Lots of stuff....
I have lots of ideas....And I guess I just want to....talk? No, type them out and share them. Get some feedback. Even though I'm sensitive, I do like constructive criticism. And compliments...my low self-esteem is kept alive by a small compliment every......once in a few months...or so.....I forgot.
So, yeah. I guess I should stop here....*cringes at long post* I ramble too much Orz
I'll maybe post up the current fanfic I'm co-authoring in (helped in the middle or the last few chapters since it's still ongoing). Having trouble with that and would love some help for it....
But again, maybe. Remember, it took me a few months to even build up the confidence to decide to post this....and it's taken me a few hours just to type it *winces*
.....I'm sorry for my rambling *shuffles away in pessimistic failure*