As the title says, I'm so sorry, but I just need to.
My father passed away this morning, and I'm in just complete shock right now. He seemed to be fine last night when he went to bed, and then I woke up at 9:30 and saw he was still in bed. Now, he often slept in my room downstairs because he snored real bad and he didn't wanna bother the rest of us, so I slept in the the living room. And that's what happened last night. Anyway, I didn't really think of anything at the time, just thought he was gonna sleep in, and so I went to take a shower and chill for a bit. Then, I saw it was 11 and that he hadn't got up yet. He never slept this late before, so I went to wake him up, and... well you guys can figure it out. So, I called my mom, who was at work, and told her what happened, and she came home as quick as she could, but her job's an hour away, so it took her a little bit. So I called my grandmother who only lives a few miles away to come over, and she did and called 911 cause I was too upset.
Well, they got here and they said he had already been dead for a good few hours; they think he died around 2:00 am, so they said there was nothing I could've done. They think he had a heart attack in his sleep, so they said he died peacefully. Then, my mom got home and dealt with all the stuff while her siblings came over to help and comfort us. Then, her and my uncle went to pick my brother up from his school, and my brother's not taking this well either.
Me and my dad were super close. He's the one that helped me with all my school work. He's the one that got me into reading and writing. He's the one that got me into video games, especially rpgs. He actually got me the PS2 and Kingdom Hearts when it first came out. So, I'm really, really gonna miss him
But in a way, my brother and mom and I all think that he's happy now. I've been worried about him for about a year, because he was starting to get really forgetful. His mother had Alzheimers before she died, so I think my dad was starting to get it. And in a way, I'm glad he died before it took full effect and caused him to forget everything. Still, this is gonna be really hard. He was only 68...
Again, so sorry that I posted this, and if this all seems all jumbled up. I just needed to let this out. Sorry if it seems like I'm trying to look like an attention whore too. I still hope to be on here and take my mind off all of this, but I may act weird for a bit. I'll try my best not to, but... Its just...
As the title says, I'm so sorry, but I just need to.
My father passed away this morning, and I'm in just complete shock right now. He seemed to be fine last night when he went to bed, and then I woke up at 9:30 and saw he was still in bed. Now, he often slept in my room downstairs because he snored real bad and he didn't wanna bother the rest of us, so I slept in the the living room. And that's what happened last night. Anyway, I didn't really think of anything at the time, just thought he was gonna sleep in, and so I went to take a shower and chill for a bit. Then, I saw it was 11 and that he hadn't got up yet. He never slept this late before, so I went to wake him up, and... well you guys can figure it out. So, I called my mom, who was at work, and told her what happened, and she came home as quick as she could, but her job's an hour away, so it took her a little bit. So I called my grandmother who only lives a few miles away to come over, and she did and called 911 cause I was too upset.
Well, they got here and they said he had already been dead for a good few hours; they think he died around 2:00 am, so they said there was nothing I could've done. They think he had a heart attack in his sleep, so they said he died peacefully. Then, my mom got home and dealt with all the stuff while her siblings came over to help and comfort us. Then, her and my uncle went to pick my brother up from his school, and my brother's not taking this well either.
Me and my dad were super close. He's the one that helped me with all my school work. He's the one that got me into reading and writing. He's the one that got me into video games, especially rpgs. He actually got me the PS2 and Kingdom Hearts when it first came out. So, I'm really, really gonna miss him
But in a way, my brother and mom and I all think that he's happy now. I've been worried about him for about a year, because he was starting to get really forgetful. His mother had Alzheimers before she died, so I think my dad was starting to get it. And in a way, I'm glad he died before it took full effect and caused him to forget everything. Still, this is gonna be really hard. He was only 68...
Again, so sorry that I posted this, and if this all seems all jumbled up. I just needed to let this out. Sorry if it seems like I'm trying to look like an attention whore too. I still hope to be on here and take my mind off all of this, but I may act weird for a bit. I'll try my best not to, but... Its just...
Yeah, sorry