I feel like I'm the only one not very excited for Christmas. Sure, I'm glad for the break and presents and family are always awesome but I don't want it to be Christmas yet.

On the 21st, my aunt, my second mother, and her two daughers (6 and 1) are moving down to Mexico and aren't coming back for Christmas or any other holiday.

I really can't keep from crying whenever I go to church and I think about how it'll be the last time I'll sit next to my aunt and keep my baby cousin from falling as she walks around. It just... I don't want them to leave.

I'm scared that something will happen to all of them, and I'll never see them again.

I don't want them to leave.

My aunt is basically the mom I never had, always interested in what I do and never putting me down.

And my cousins are just the sweetest and are like my sister or even my own children because I was the one who took care of them when they were just months old.

It's just really hard to deal with.

I'm so sorry to hear about this. :c

I know how it feels to have someone you really love just.. move. But when they don't visit is just heartbreaking. 3:

All I can say is, maybe you should visit them every-now and then? Maybe call them? Just keep in touch really.

I dunno what to say honestly. /feels helpless. ;__;

 

I hope things work out though hun. <33

Ask your parents to give you money to buy them a laptop.

Aren't you working? You can pay for it too.

 

Use many Instant Messengers like Skype, TinyChat, AIM, MSN, etc.

I hope things get better for you D:

That's awful. D:

Make sure you keep in touch with them often...it might not make you feel a whole lot better (nothing can compare to actually seeing them and talking to them), but it'll help, trust me.

*wishes she could think of more to say*

See them before they go if you can and explain to them how you feel, like you did just now... I'm sure they'll be happy to hear that from you and will visit you again. Tell your parents you want to see your other family too and if they don't understand then just take up a job and save money if you can. I'm sorry that they are moving, but you need to tell them how you feel and that hearing from them makes you feel safe and happy.

Thanks you guys <3

They do have a laptop, but I have no idea if they're taking it or not because they may end up leaving most of their stuff here.

I'll try to keep in touch, if my mom will let me make calls to Mexico that is

I'll talk to my mom about visiting them in the summer too, and I recently found out that my aunt will be coming back in February to go to my cousin's quince and then again in June for me own <3

So I feel a bit better.

And I've been getting to see them practically every other day, so I'm seeing them alot before they leave.

Thanks again c:

It means alot <3

I have an idea, try to convince your parents into letting you go with her! Aunts will aways support you in these things!

I don't want to go with her o-o

Mexico scares me (because of everything that's been happening, not just because), I'd miss my friends, my parents, my sister and ect.

Plus my parents would never let me go.

Thanks you guys <3

They do have a laptop, but I have no idea if they're taking it or not because they may end up leaving most of their stuff here.

I'll try to keep in touch, if my mom will let me make calls to Mexico that is

I'll talk to my mom about visiting them in the summer too, and I recently found out that my aunt will be coming back in February to go to my cousin's quince and then again in June for me own <3

So I feel a bit better.

And I've been getting to see them practically every other day, so I'm seeing them alot before they leave.

Thanks again c:

It means alot <3

 

Aww, it's good to hear she'll be coming down to see you. <33

You're very welcome hun, I'm glad I could be of help. ^^

I'm glad owo

 

Take pics of your quince, bitch. I wanna see you in a sexy dress 8D

/shot

I agree with VenRoxKH; pictures of your quince! 8D /istotallynotpedosounding.

Aha. ^^

Nah, I wanna see you in a dress, cause you're very pretty. c: Plus, I wanna see what the dress you will be wearing looks like.

 

I sound so creepy now, I'm gonna shut up. o3o

So today is the last day they will be here.

My aunt and cousin are staying over and leaving from my house at 3 am.

I'm even more depressed by the fact of why they're leaving (which I just learned of today).

It's really hard not to cry

We had a get together at another family member's house, just for the hell of it, but I guess it was just so the whole family could be together one more time. Well the family that cares about each other, because a lot of other relatives don't give a crap about their sisters or brothers.

The whole night I tried to keep my mind off it but now, I'm just staring at the clock, because at 3 am they'll be gone.

They won't be back till February. And then again in June.

That seems like so long

My cousin fell asleep on my on the car ride home, and I almost started sobbing.

It's just really hard.

D:

But thanks all you guys for the support, especially my biffles and waifus who cheer me up no matter what. c:

Koko, I feel so bad for you. I saw my little nephew just a couple of hours ago. The last time I saw him was when he was still in the hospital. When I saw him, turns out he was already walking and talking. I missed his whole growing up.

 

And it was just because my dad doesn't like my mom's side of the family. I actually started to cry.

 

But I'm here for you no matter what Koko.

That's terrible ;_;

 

I'm not going to get to see my beautiful little sister/cousin grown up into her teens and help her with her guy troubles and pick on her... I feel so terrible that I might miss out on that.

 

There's still a chance that she'll have to come back, but it's very slim.

 

D: My mom doesn't like my dad's side of the family, so I rarely see them, even though I get along great with all of them. D:

<3

 

Thank you waifu <3 (':

How old is she? If she's young enough, by the time you turn 18, you can go see her grow up owo

 

Or if your parents can send you there for summer, that'd be even better for you, right?

She's 6 right now and then the younger one just turned 1. I'm much closer to the six year old obviously because she basically lived in my house for the first three years of her life and even after her and her mom would come and visit practically every week.

 

I think spending the summer with them would be good. Thank you c: <3 It'll probably only beek a week or so and most likely in July and that feels so far away but it's better than nothing.