Lately I've been thinking and I'm worried I might be developing minor sadism.

 

Tell me what you think, I'm getting abut nervous about this. I read that sadism may develop from mid teens to early adult. With me fitting that range it's a scary possibility.

 

Here's what has happened that made me consider the possibility.

 

1. I've been having the lust to obliterate my enemies in an act of revenge for somthing that really isn't a big deal.

 

2. I've had thoughts involving thinking about or wishing harm upon others.

 

3. Sometimes, when I hear about murders on the news, I don't feel sorry for the victim.

 

4. I've been getting angier a lot faster than I usually do.

 

5. I assaulted my friend with a pencil a few times, but it was somewhat an act of self defense. What makes this sadistic is that I actually enjoyed stabbing him twice and felt unsatisfied later, as if I wanted to do that more.

 

6.I've been starting to enjoy gore in movies. However, only a few years before I feared it.

 

I don't think I have it yet. But the question is, could im be developing it?

Well, I kind of had those feelings and moments too. However, I don't think it considers you to be a sadist. At least, I hope not. o.o

Not that i'd have a problem with you but that'd make me one too D:

 

I think all teens go through that development at some point. I was that way at some point too. Maybe you have some built of frustration and anger and that is how it is released? Maybe you can try to find some activities to do or run or something to help you release those strong urges/emotions. I don't think you need to worry about it that much right now. I think it is mostly just curiosity and hormones having a play in this.

that used to happen to me 2 and it still is

so its normal just keep in your head your not and itll all go through ok

Relax your sounding passively-psuedo-sadistical. Loads of teens get angry and wish very badly to hurt people as long as your not acting on it you'll be sound as a pound

you know i saw in the dictionary that sadism means enjoying pain "sexually" O-O x_x

you know i saw in the dictionary that sadism means enjoying pain "sexually" O-O x_x

 

*Gigglesnorts*

I bet it was Wikipedia

The only thing I understand is that you use the same avatar character with veteran disturbing picture fan of other web. So you may be like disturbing picture fan but not sadism.

Relax, ok? Only when you do sadism you become sadist.

 

But worrying is fine though, just so you don't lost yourself in any way. Just be extra... worry about it O.o

 

I agree with cricket, it's just suppressed emotion and it comes out that way... Find physical activities that makes you forget it, it's just your body can't resist your emotional pain in regular basis and try to 'enjoy' it in order to cope with it. Just my opinion anyway.

Thanks for the feedback everyone. I now think I'm fine. Hopefully things won't increase for my sake.

I think all teens go through that development at some point. I was that way at some point too. Maybe you have some built of frustration and anger and that is how it is released? Maybe you can try to find some activities to do or run or something to help you release those strong urges/emotions. I don't think you need to worry about it that much right now. I think it is mostly just curiosity and hormones having a play in this.

 

I Agree with cricket and Deadpool,they are both mostly right. I think it could be a pretty normal way for homones and with todays world where blood and vilonece is mostly the norm. Were you ever bullied as a kid? Because i was alot. throught out mostly all of school growing up. so i began to get pretty anger and lash out at people. if so, maybe its just your bodies way of coping. it could be number of things really. try doing some fun activies, or other out door goodness. tell your feelings.

I think all teens go through that development at some point. I was that way at some point too. Maybe you have some built of frustration and anger and that is how it is released? Maybe you can try to find some activities to do or run or something to help you release those strong urges/emotions. I don't think you need to worry about it that much right now. I think it is mostly just curiosity and hormones having a play in this.

 

Waitwaitwaitwaitwoah. You mean that i will probably one day lose my bloodlust? Do you have any idea what that does to my ego? I might as well kill myself when i lose my agression, for that is the only thing i take pride in. Now i'm depressed. thanks.

I take pride in my madness and my agression too......

fool. puberty