See that face? That's what I'm feeling right.

 

For starters, I uterly disgusted with this site, after having to deal with some shenanigans for the past week. I'm just about pack up my stories and get the hell out of here, because this is ridculous. Of couse people are going to whine and beg me to stay like last time (which really didn't make sense at all), and/or bitch me out about something, in which doesn't help the situation and most people do it in a slightly awesome fashion way. So I clearly don't have a clue what to do.

 

Now I'll admit that I've been quite rude. But that's because no one gives a reason to be nice. Why should I have to be smiles and lolipops when everyone is pretty much shitting on me? I'm not going to hand over kindness to our unloved trolls. Or to those that continue to act like morons. Seriously, I'm trying to be nice, but it seems to not work.

 

That being said, can we start having reasonable things like not fight over stupid stuff that you shouldn't care about, no necroposting or attempts to ruin a thread for no good reason, and Random threads that aren't 99.9% of rape, sex, raep, pants, RAPE, or directly to just one member. Oh and rape. Just for the heads up.

 

Next is the real world. Honestly, I feel crappy for the past couple of days. Even though I got to New Jeresy and had fun, I still felt like someone wacked me in the face in a frying pan. I don't feel right. I feel as if I'm unloved. Yes yes unloved. I know, sue me, but no matter what anyone says, I feel like I'm alone in this world. Maybe because I have a lot of mental problems, along with a firetrucked up childhood. I really don't know. Is it because I don't have a girlfriend while everyone does, negativly impacting me? Again, have no idea. These are just some suggested assumptions to my own questions about my emotinal state.

 

And I said I do have mental problems, so please bear with me.

 

Finally, my parents are going to divorce within the next few days. It made me happy that the fighting for several years is going to stop, yet I don't feel hot about it. To me, my parents divorcing makes me question about my very own existance. It's depressing, I know.

 

Well that's all I can say for now. If anything new comes up, I'll add it in this thread. Right now, I'm off to bed. It's 6 in the freaking morning, and I haven't gotten to sleep yet.

goods point

Hmm... Interesting. You two that are leaving, I'm sorry to say this, but you are the ones being "Shitstorms" you two are being rude to almost EVERYONE lately. I just don't GET why you are...

No one was rude to you. K3ybl4d3 Khigh, And i can ASSURE you, that I have nothing against you staying. just because you're leaving doesn't mean you have to go out at everyone like that... You keep trying to be a smart ass, and you're gonna get hated just like those people you hate. Time to learn some life lessons.

Not to sound bad now deathskull but cricket has a point and I hope you dont misinterpret what were saying but it does seem you wanna look at the glass as half empty. Imho I think you should take a break for a while but do come back i mean you are a great poster and intelligent contributor to the quality of most discussions.

 

@ KeyKnight i know this'll sound bad but stop coming onto deathskull's thread cause you wanna prove a point, if your wondering why people are disliking you or why the site is so shit then just leave, i mean your forever being rude to other members and staff and in 2 months you've seldom made quality posts. I know Im being stingy and I try my best to see the good in people but you just make that so hard

You two that are leaving, I'm sorry to say this, but you are the ones being "Shitstorms" you two are being rude to almost EVERYONE lately. I just don't GET why you are...

No one was rude to you. K3ybl4d3 Khigh, And i can ASSURE you, that I have nothing against you staying. just because you're leaving doesn't mean you have to go out at everyone like that... You keep trying to be a smart ass, and you're gonna get hated just like those people you hate. Time to learn some life lessons.

 

Let's focus back on the love; I say let's stop pointing other people out. It's depressing and this isn't high school. I'm sure all of us wants to be here and not fight or feel left out, right? So let's just stop, please. I know you have your opinion Kinode, but pointing people out won't solve much and will just make people feel offended, but thanks for trying to help.

 

 

@Everyone who says that "Why not leave right now?"

People have a reson to say. We all like to get the last word, as all of us are trying to now. Surely you understand that you want to protect your opinion. There could be many reasons why people would decide to stay in this shitstorm. Believe it or not, we do have friends on here, for starters. Of course, as said before, we might want to back up our opinoins hoping others understand, or multiple other reasons that lurk inside the human mind that none of us understand exactly. In other words, the question of "Why don't you just leave if you hate it so much," is about as usefull as saying "They hate us because their jelous.

" It might be a weak analogy, but its true.

 

 

@Tom

I hope you get better soon. If I had more experience, maybe I could say some things. I guess I could right now, but I would feel all bitchy and whiney, so maybe it would be better if you wanted my opinon in private anyways. I don't want you to be sad, either. You're my friend, even though it is over the internet. You're a good person and you don't deserve that. I hope you can pull on through alright.

The site is not "falling apart". You guys are not the whole site. Get over yourselves.

I just mean that for the people saying it btw, so if you didn't say that then disregard this.

Look what I did. Now I feel as if I should never had posted.

 

Ok everybody, please STFU and stop arguing. You are all acting like a bunch of 5 year olds in a play pen fighting over one toy.

 

Listen. The whole thread isn't about one thing. You guys are arguing over one point or another. Look at the entire thread and wonder, what's the true purpose of the thread? This isn't about not having a girlfriend, having mental problems, not liking this site, Random forum, etc. It's about me feeling crappy because of those reasons. So you argued Step 1. Did you remember Steps 2-10? Come on now.

 

I didn't rant on the forum. All I said was that I was dealing with shenanigans with this site and it was pissing me off. I didn't say the site sucked. And I didn't say anything bad about this site. I keep dealing with things on the site that's really just angering me.

 

I also felt that the site and the Random forum needs improvement. Still didn't say anything bad. It was my opinion and I'm entitled to say it. I mean, that's why we have a forum, correct? If you guys can't let me speak my opinion, then it defeats the purpose of the Personal thread and the site itself. Obiviously I can't really do anything, because I explained in my second post.

 

Yes, when I'm really mean site/forum, I'm generally talking about the members.

 

I don't know why people are telling me why haven't I left. If you actually read and stop being a retard and argue over everything, then you'll see that this isn't a goodbye thread. It doesn't say that in the title, no? However, leaving the site is considerable. Yet I haven't post one so everybody (mostly including the mods) sit down.

 

I'm seriously trying to figure why it's so hard to listen for once. I'm typing with proper grammar, spelling ok, and no gibberish. But why? Just why? I didn't want people fighting on the site (clearly says it in my post), but you guys are off on a argue spree on here. Am I asking for too much?

 

And finally, BITCHING AND COMPLAINING TO ME BECAUSE I'M DOING THE SAME OR I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH SOMETHING DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING AND YOU START MORE PROBLEMS. And I'm not trying to be offensive, but this is more to the mods and admins. I mean, haven't you gotten that by now? You can't stop the fire by adding more wood. You'll just make it bigger. It's ok to tell someone your honest opinion (like how I was doing but apparently an opinion on here means nothing), but complaining what someone is doing wrong doesn't help. There's a dfference between explaining and complaining. Clearly, I see more complaining than explaining.

 

Also, to any smartasses who think that they can pretty much coin the word Internet and use it to argue, not only do you start a lot of problems, but you're arguing on the Internet, making you a big hypocrite. Just saying.

 

So let's start over, shall we? I'm DeathSkull3000, otherwise know as Tom. I feel crappy because I am having problems with the forum, which may lead to me leaving because -insert first post's reasons- and life itself because of -insert first post's reasons-. I don't know what to do.

All I have to say is:

 

Can't we all just get along instead of going ape shit on every thread we get a chance to post in? This thread turned from a person talking about their problems into a flame war. Lets try to stop this arguing guys, it's not getting us anywhere.

^ i agree

 

anyway, back on topic

 

i'm sorry to hear all that deathskull. i hope you'll come back, but this time i fear you might be gone forever.

if i haven't already, i'll add you on msn and PSN