I feel like i should get SOME pressure off my chest.
here are the reasons why i am stressed
well my frend and i have the same person in intrest (Cuite i will call him), but he is a year YOUNGER than her and the SAME age as me. and well, when cuite's friend hugged me, cuite's best frend sed "[his name] wouldn't like that" and then she got mad AT ME! but she doesn't know that I like him too( i didn't tell her becos she told me she liked him) and so then she called me s--t
and wen I got home, I was sad. THEN my oldest brother was singing Kyle's mom is a big fat b--ch(from South Park) but REPLACED WHENEVER CARTMAN SAID KYLE'S MOM TO MY NAME! THE WHOLE SONG
usually wen he says stuff like that, I am in the room(and he is fooling around) , BUT I WASN'T I WALKED IN THE ROOM WHILE HE WAS SINGING(AND HE DIDN'T SEE ME AND I DIDN;T EVEN SEE HIM THAT DAY YET) ALL MY BROTHERS WERE LAUGHING!!!!1 then they all kept on making fun of me(they ALL didn't know i was there) then they all laughed and saw me. THEN THEY MOCKED ME! and they said stuff like "Look, now she is going to run in her room and cry" but I didn't instead, i said" I hope you all die in a hole calling for mercy, and die slowly."(i have a bad anger management) then I ran outside, to my backyard and started to cry.
That is not all.
I also have been having family problems, and well I have seen at least these ppl cry becos of one person.
Grammy, aunt, mom, and another aunt. My aunt and my cuzin(16) fight 24/7 becos of my cuzin's father MANIPULATES MY COUSIN INTO THINKING EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY ARE ALL BASTARD AND SHE CANNOT TRUST THEM!
so now I see things horrible and no matter where I go (but on here) there are people fighting, crying or mocking me.
This is why I am on here alot. Also, when I breathe at night, I breathe slowly and deeply, becos I can actually FEEL the pressure on my chest.
Now, I feel a little better that I let some of it get off....
I feel like i should get SOME pressure off my chest.
here are the reasons why i am stressed
well my frend and i have the same person in intrest (Cuite i will call him), but he is a year YOUNGER than her and the SAME age as me. and well, when cuite's friend hugged me, cuite's best frend sed "[his name] wouldn't like that" and then she got mad AT ME! but she doesn't know that I like him too( i didn't tell her becos she told me she liked him) and so then she called me s--t
and wen I got home, I was sad. THEN my oldest brother was singing Kyle's mom is a big fat b--ch(from South Park) but REPLACED WHENEVER CARTMAN SAID KYLE'S MOM TO MY NAME! THE WHOLE SONG
usually wen he says stuff like that, I am in the room(and he is fooling around) , BUT I WASN'T I WALKED IN THE ROOM WHILE HE WAS SINGING(AND HE DIDN'T SEE ME AND I DIDN;T EVEN SEE HIM THAT DAY YET) ALL MY BROTHERS WERE LAUGHING!!!!1 then they all kept on making fun of me(they ALL didn't know i was there) then they all laughed and saw me. THEN THEY MOCKED ME! and they said stuff like "Look, now she is going to run in her room and cry" but I didn't instead, i said" I hope you all die in a hole calling for mercy, and die slowly."(i have a bad anger management) then I ran outside, to my backyard and started to cry.
That is not all.
I also have been having family problems, and well I have seen at least these ppl cry becos of one person.
Grammy, aunt, mom, and another aunt. My aunt and my cuzin(16) fight 24/7 becos of my cuzin's father MANIPULATES MY COUSIN INTO THINKING EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY ARE ALL BASTARD AND SHE CANNOT TRUST THEM!
so now I see things horrible and no matter where I go (but on here) there are people fighting, crying or mocking me.
This is why I am on here alot. Also, when I breathe at night, I breathe slowly and deeply, becos I can actually FEEL the pressure on my chest.
Now, I feel a little better that I let some of it get off....
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and sorry for sounding b--chy and all that.....