4 Am.I was about to turn off my PC and watch some TV.But My dad came home yelling."You couldn't leave the light on for me!' He yelled.My heart stoped.I didn't know what to do.My mom and dad had a fight at 10.I don't know why.My 'Dad' Said that she didn't bring 400 dollars.She just took 200 and something about her buying her self something.I don't know.I was scared..It not the first time.I act like I'm not scared...But I am.

I feel like I have nobody.When I do.I feel like I can't be my self.Oh my name!? Haha.Guess I forgot that part.

My name is Hope.I live in New York. Haha funny huh? Most New Yorker's are strong.Haha..

My 'Family' Don't like me much.I can tell.They always yelling and fighting.It start when I was 5.

On Christmas day.I'm 13 now and I start cutting when I was 12.I stoped this Year.Family is not getting any better.

Last Christmas there where an fight over nothing what so ever.All I wanted was to sit down with my family.I wanted to see my mother smile..Guess that dream will never come true...

Hm? Oh My last name? It Milller...

I'm 13,I live in New york. My name is Hope,Miller,I have a boyfriend named Cole Damie.

He has brown hair.Blue eyes.Umm....His smile is so bright.We been dating for an year now.

Friends?

Um

Thomas Ian.

Jackson Alexander

Atom.

Lilly.

Faith.

Aiden Michael

Abel Cody.

They are my best friends.

I always make fun of Atom and Thomas.They both say it old and it not funny.But I make fun of them anyways.

Haha. Um.

Abel is just a random dude.He funny.But some times a dick. Always starting fights. Over nothing like always.

Faith and Lilly are...Odd lill girls.Haha

Faith always has something to say and she always takes my side.Even when I'm wrong.

Lilly don't talk much.She very much shy.But a nice girl.But odd.Haha.

Jackson...Well I never see him any more.I know he nice.Very kind...He always yells at me.When I don't do anything wrong.But hey I love him anyways.I do miss him..I really do.I don't know what happen to him.....

But Anyways I think they everybody.

About me?

Okay.

I'm not that nice.I don't know why.I'm just not.I get mad whenever I seen my friends smoking or anything like that.I always try to make sure everything is okay.I like playing videos games.And watching tv.

My fav TV show is Ouran High School Host club.It makes me smile.

Fav video game? GTA3.Best game ever.Even If i can't beat it.Haha.

I have brown hair and blue eyes.I always wanted blue hair and red eyes.It would be sooo awesome.

Haha.Anyways. Let start the story.

Profitez

I woke up and did some yard work.My dad was in one of his mood.Same with my mom.I ate somethin.

Then went to meet Cole at the mall.He said he wanted to give me something.

When I got to the mall.I seen he was not there.So,I went to a few stores.I went to game stop to see if they had any Kingdom Hearts or GTA's. When I left gamestop I seen Cole with an necklace.I walked up to him and kiss him.He smiled."Happy not Christmas."He said as he hand me the necklace.I smiled."Aw. You shouldn't have."I said.I smiled."We should go."Cole said smiling.

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Hope smiled at Cole."Where are we going?" She asked.Cole smiled."I'll tell you when we get there."He said.

When they got to where Cole was taking her."Welcome to the Isabella's home of food....It has good food..It just has a sucky name.Haha."Cole said smiling.

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I'm to lazy to make the rest of the story so.I'll make it later.Anyways

I had nothing to do.SO this was born..........Hoped you liked?????

Holy shit!

tl;dr

Holy shit!

tl;dr

 

I don't know what Tl;dr means so.I'm just gonna act like it a good thing lol

I don't know what Tl;dr means so.I'm just gonna act like it a good thing lol

 

too long; didn't read

too long; didn't read

 

Lol.Awesome

I don't mean to sound rude, but I found it really hard to understand what you were reading. Your piece would be a lot better if you just ran in through Spell Checker. It won't catch everything, but it would correct a lot of your spelling and grammatical errors. (:

I don't mean to sound rude, but I found it really hard to understand what you were reading. Your piece would be a lot better if you just ran in through Spell Checker. It won't catch everything, but it would correct a lot of your spelling and grammatical errors. (:

 

I fixed it. Now what about next time.Say something about the story.THEN talk about the spelling and the grammar.Thank you

I fixed it. Now what about next time.Say something about the story.THEN talk about the spelling and the grammar.Thank you

 

I didn't say anything about the story because I couldn't read a thing. That's why I asked you to correct your spelling and grammar. Also, it's appropriate to space after a period. (: I don't know if by fixed it you mean fixed it yourself or used spell checker, because it's still a little spotty. When you're writing spelling and grammar is a lot more important than when you're just posting or talking to a friend. I got most of it though, and I like it so far. At least if her family life is dismal, she's got friends. (:

When Hope got home she got the news about her mom and dad.Their leaving each.Hope acted like she didn't care but deep down.She felt heartbroken...She want to cut again.But she didn't tell anybody.A few days later.Atom called Hope when Hope was crying.

She picked up the phone."He- Hello?" She said.sadly."Hey.Is everything alright? You seem sad?' Atom said.

Hope heard her mom yelling so she hang up on Atom.Hope went to see what was wrong."He took it!! That mothafiretrucker!!!" Yelled her mom throwning herself on the floor."What happen?" Hope asked.

It turns out Hope's dad took all the cash.Saying that herr mom steels it.

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I woke up the next day with tears in my eyes.I don't know why.It might have been the dream I had.Hm? Oh well.

I called Jackson but he didn't pick up.I got up and got dress.My mom was not home.She went to get something I guess.

I ate something and left.Me and Atom met at the mall with Thomas..Thomas.was mad again.I asked him why.But he didn't want to tel.Atom had a black eye.I asked him what happen.He just said."My dad." So his dad must of did it.When we where done at the mall.Atom asked me what was wrong.I told hm nothing and walked away.I tell him and Thomas and everybody.Not to worry.I can take care of my self.But it look like they don't listen.I called Cole.He been acting odd..Again. He does this some times.

He act really odd.And say he runing out of time and blah blah blah.Some times I think he cheating on me.Faith been busy so I can't talk to her.I can't play Kingdom Hearts 2.So now I'm just sad.Atom called me again.I picked up and he said he was coming over.

When he got here.He didn't look to happy.He looked at me."Tell me what wrong." He said.I smiled.

Nothing I said.Then out of now where he sarts yelling.It just turn into one big dumb fight.We always fight and it mostly just us ranting.

Hours passed.I just fell on my a@@ and layed down.I give up.I said.Atom sat down."Sorry.."

He said.I got up."Me to...We're messed up.." I said smiling,Atom looked at me."Yep," He said.

Atom left and I went to bed.I got a call from Cole.But missed it.I called him back."I'm so sorry but I won't be in town for a bit.I love you bye." He said.Then he just hang up..I didn't even say hi yet....I turn off the lights and went to sleep.,

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I woke up the next day and went to school,There where a few kids there who like to bug me,.They call me names.

I use to not care.But now...I just want to cry.I went to class and seen Cole.He looked..Worryed about something.

"You said you won't be in town for a while," I said to him.He looked at me."I won't." Cole said.I walked away.

I don't get him.He always does this.Before we got together.Some stuff happen.So..Maybe he just says he loves me.

To make me feel better?...Candy came in the class.Candy was the cool girl in school.Everybody wanted to be her....Everybody loved her.

She was the best.God I hated her.She was just some girl who cheated on her boyfriend.The girl who would have a baby at 13.

Oh well.

When class was over Faith asked me to go to the mall with her.I said no.I had home work to do.So There was no way I could go to the mall,

When I got home I did my homework and watch some TV.Then I got a call from Jackson.

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Hope"JACKSON! I MISSED YOU WHATS UP?"

Jackson"You need to stop!"

Hope'HUh?"

Jackson"I seen what been going on in school.You been getting into fights.STOP IT!"

Hope'SHUT UP!"

Jackson"NO YOU LISTEN! YOU NEED TO STOP ACTING LIKE A 5 YEAR OLD!"

Hope"WHAT DID I DO? YOU KNOW! I WAS GONNA BE HOME SCHOOLED.BUT NOOO YOU JUST NEEDED ME TO STAY IN SCHOOL!

THEN YOU LEAVE ME! THEN YOU DON'T TALK TO ME AND WHEN YOU DO YOU LEAVE!!"

Jackson"....."

Hope"SPEAK!!!"

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Jackson hang up.Hope fell down crying.'I JUST WANT YOU TO STAY AND BE THERE FOR ME!" She yelled.

Tears falling down her face.She got up.She took her nails and put them in her skin.She didn't want to live anymore..

The bullys...Jackson not being there for her.Her mom and dad breaking up.....She looked for a knife..Then she got a call from Jackson again.

"Jackson?!?!"

"Can you stop?"

"...Fine"

We talked for a while then Jackson left...Without saying anything...Like always.

Hope didn't feel the need to cry or yell or cut.She went to sleep.

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She hurting.Ya know?

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D,O,N,E

This took me forever to make.Thank for reading!