I have .. I don't know why, but I've been thinking about death a lot lately. and it's making me feel depressed.
just knowing that I will die one day and can do nothing about it .. it's just .. i feel horrible.
So I've been thinking, so, what do I want to do with life? will I ever be able to do the things I want before I die? am I capable of doing the things I want?
So I feel like .. no, I don't wanna live knowing that I will die one day, but the problem is, I don't wanna die either . (No I'm not suicidal, I would never kill myself).
And I don't have anyone to talk to either, my best friends away .. and she will be for a while longer.
And even more thoughts .... wonder what will happen after I die, will it just be .. over? or what ..
Ugh, I need a hug DX or someone to talk to X_X I'm so scared ...
I have .. I don't know why, but I've been thinking about death a lot lately. and it's making me feel depressed.
just knowing that I will die one day and can do nothing about it .. it's just .. i feel horrible.
So I've been thinking, so, what do I want to do with life? will I ever be able to do the things I want before I die? am I capable of doing the things I want?
So I feel like .. no, I don't wanna live knowing that I will die one day, but the problem is, I don't wanna die either . (No I'm not suicidal, I would never kill myself).
And I don't have anyone to talk to either, my best friends away .. and she will be for a while longer.
And even more thoughts .... wonder what will happen after I die, will it just be .. over? or what ..
Ugh, I need a hug DX or someone to talk to X_X I'm so scared ...