I think you all know this phrase from Utada Hikaru's "Sanctuary"
? I need more affection than you know ?
and this scares me... because for me this is a fact
I've never seen a person that needs attention as much as I do
No, I'm not like people that does everything to have everyones attention like on the internet, or on a party.
most times, principally when I am sad I need someone's attention. Just one person. But yesterday I realized that... most times I need 75% of one person's attention. When I'm distracted, 50%~25%. But when I'm sad, thing that happens really often, I need someone's 90%~100% attention. Like not even carrying for this person's feeling
when I want to talk to someone I HATE to be ignored and right away I think that this person doesn't want to talk to me, as if this person is avoyding me, and then I get sad. Trying to make myself feel better I say to myself that this person is busy or something...
I'm not sure that this works...
Yesterday, My best-freind-ever and a friend of her were studying Gaelic, thinking that it was a dead language and they were really excited about it.
I said to them that It wasn't a dead language and then they both got really disapointed and kinda sad, but I didn't notice that because I was sad and I was dumbly demanding 100% of her attention.
I think you all know this phrase from Utada Hikaru's "Sanctuary"
? I need more affection than you know ?
and this scares me... because for me this is a fact
I've never seen a person that needs attention as much as I do
No, I'm not like people that does everything to have everyones attention like on the internet, or on a party.
most times, principally when I am sad I need someone's attention. Just one person. But yesterday I realized that... most times I need 75% of one person's attention. When I'm distracted, 50%~25%. But when I'm sad, thing that happens really often, I need someone's 90%~100% attention. Like not even carrying for this person's feeling
when I want to talk to someone I HATE to be ignored and right away I think that this person doesn't want to talk to me, as if this person is avoyding me, and then I get sad. Trying to make myself feel better I say to myself that this person is busy or something...
I'm not sure that this works...
Yesterday, My best-freind-ever and a friend of her were studying Gaelic, thinking that it was a dead language and they were really excited about it.
I said to them that It wasn't a dead language and then they both got really disapointed and kinda sad, but I didn't notice that because I was sad and I was dumbly demanding 100% of her attention.
We fought but then I apologized to her
Do I have some kind of mental disease?
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