Hey guys, Aqua here and boy do I have yet another silly story to tell. ^^' As most of you may know I suffer from really bad anxiety and some depression (the anxiety which has gotten very now due to a unfortunate event in September I would not like to talk about) so as a result a lot of things bother me and worry me... That really is silly and not a big deal.
Recently for Christmas I got a Wii-U and I bought myself Splatoon (which the internet problems I've been experiencing I finally seemed to fix last night) and I was looking at an awesome comic in Miiverse. Long story short, (and this is where it goes downhill so feel free to leave the thread) I saw that the creator of the comic made a Splatoon fanfiction called
Overtaken
so I checked it out, and well the fanfiction is really firetrucked up (it's a good fanfiction, especially in terms of quality writing but it's soooooo firetrucked up) I don't want to gross anyone out on here but.... Let's say it's based on the idea that humans like to eat seafood. I'll leave it at that.
It's funny, because I always didn't mind reading stuff like that, but since what happened in September (I won't get into it, if you wanna know what firetrucked up thing happened to me in September just look at the past two threads I made in this section, the one being titled "A video game is ruining my life...") I've been really I guess sensitive to stuff like that? Don't get me wrong, I want you guys to know I'm a REALLY tough girl and I can handle a lot of shit... But after September I've been really sensitive.
Anyway, long story short the fanfiction is giving me bad anxiety, and I'm nauseous too because of it. Before September I probably would like the fanfiction, but now obviously things are different. I kinda want to unread the fanfiction, especially since I don't want Splatoon ruined for me. I love that game to death. Anyway, what are your guys thoughts? I'd like some advise/words of encouragement.
Hey guys, Aqua here and boy do I have yet another silly story to tell. ^^' As most of you may know I suffer from really bad anxiety and some depression (the anxiety which has gotten very now due to a unfortunate event in September I would not like to talk about) so as a result a lot of things bother me and worry me... That really is silly and not a big deal.
Recently for Christmas I got a Wii-U and I bought myself Splatoon (which the internet problems I've been experiencing I finally seemed to fix last night) and I was looking at an awesome comic in Miiverse. Long story short, (and this is where it goes downhill so feel free to leave the thread) I saw that the creator of the comic made a Splatoon fanfiction called
Overtaken
so I checked it out, and well the fanfiction is really firetrucked up (it's a good fanfiction, especially in terms of quality writing but it's soooooo firetrucked up) I don't want to gross anyone out on here but.... Let's say it's based on the idea that humans like to eat seafood. I'll leave it at that.
It's funny, because I always didn't mind reading stuff like that, but since what happened in September (I won't get into it, if you wanna know what firetrucked up thing happened to me in September just look at the past two threads I made in this section, the one being titled "A video game is ruining my life...") I've been really I guess sensitive to stuff like that? Don't get me wrong, I want you guys to know I'm a REALLY tough girl and I can handle a lot of shit... But after September I've been really sensitive.
Anyway, long story short the fanfiction is giving me bad anxiety, and I'm nauseous too because of it. Before September I probably would like the fanfiction, but now obviously things are different. I kinda want to unread the fanfiction, especially since I don't want Splatoon ruined for me. I love that game to death. Anyway, what are your guys thoughts? I'd like some advise/words of encouragement.