i'm getting to the point where i just feel..numb. i'm sad and lonely even though i'm constantly surrounded by the few friends i have and want to just crawl under a rock, cry, and stay there for fifty years. i want these horrible feelings to end. they're eating at my heart and i don't know if i even have one anymore.. it doesn't feel like i do.

i'm exhausted. not just physically - but mentally and emotionally as well. the past two weeks i've been staying up til three am because my mind is constantly running on hypermode. my terrible insomnia isn't helping any either. i want to be happy. i haven't felt true happiness in..i don't even know how long. too long, that's for sure.

 

i'm so done.

Don't worry, we are here for you. It's okay to feel sad, even when you are surrounded by the people you love. That sort of thing does happen. To be frank, I recommended you see a doctor or a psychologist. It could help. Stay strong and best of luck.

Truth be told everyone's been at a point at least something like this at least once in their lives if not more. I can certainly say i've been there. All I can tell you is that it will get better. If you feel like like a doctor or psychologist would help like Mythril said, I would also recommend that you do seek out such options. Heck, talk everything out to your friends. Friends are there to help you and by all means if they're surrounding you as they do they must really care. Maybe have them take you out into the world, go have some fun, visit places you love. Get your mind off that even if just for a little while. Trust me it helps.

Hey there spikd_telecaster

 

I just read your message and I couldn't help, but see a bit of me in it. Before I came here to kh13, I was a lot like you. I felt completely empty, I could barely think, and depression really took me. The only thing different was, I didn't even have any friends to help me. Heck, I'm surprised I got out of that depression at all. All I had to keep me going was my family and I just couldn't do that to them. So how did I get out of this? I guess it was just the small hope of tomorrow that brought me back. I wanted to feel again, not just wear a mask for the rest of my life. So, I started trying to enjoy every moment I had. I didn't know if one day I would just snap and give up, so I tried living for the first time in what was probably years. And that's how I got here. I look back on that experience and I'm almost thankful for it because I've become a better person from it. Hopefully you get better, and don't do what I did and do this alone, trust me, you're going to need the support.

 

Hope this helps .

Don't worry, we are here for you. It's okay to feel sad, even when you are surrounded by the people you love. That sort of thing does happen. To be frank, I recommended you see a doctor or a psychologist. It could help. Stay strong and best of luck.

thank you, that means a lot to me and that warmsmy heart.i have seen a doctor about it and talked to them for a few months..but that was a few years ago. both they and my parents have deemed me better and refuse to take me back or to see a new one even though they know i am depressed..

Truth be told everyone's been at a point at least something like this at least once in their lives if not more. I can certainly say i've been there. All I can tell you is that it will get better. If you feel like like a doctor or psychologist would help like Mythril said, I would also recommend that you do seek out such options. Heck, talk everything out to your friends. Friends are there to help you and by all means if they're surrounding you as they do they must really care. Maybe have them take you out into the world, go have some fun, visit places you love. Get your mind off that even if just for a little while. Trust me it helps.

thank you, friend. i appreciate it.thankfully on sunday i am going to a camp at lake geneva with my church and will return on saturday, and then a week or so after that imma be hanging out with my friend, her boyfriend, and i guy im interested in to play video games. hopefully that will distract me and bring me joy.

Hey there spikd_telecasterI just read your message and I couldn't help, but see a bit of me in it. Before I came here to kh13, I was a lot like you. I felt completely empty, I could barely think, and depression really took me. The only thing different was, I didn't even have any friends to help me. Heck, I'm surprised I got out of that depression at all. All I had to keep me going was my family and I just couldn't do that to them. So how did I get out of this? I guess it was just the small hope of tomorrow that brought me back. I wanted to feel again, not just wear a mask for the rest of my life. So, I started trying to enjoy every moment I had. I didn't know if one day I would just snap and give up, so I tried living for the first time in what was probably years. And that's how I got here. I look back on that experience and I'm almost thankful for it because I've become a better person from it. Hopefully you get better, and don't do what I did and do this alone, trust me, you're going to need the support.Hope this helps .

thank you, dear. imma try to seek out more help, that more than likely being in the form of talking to y'all. you guys are great and supportive and i love it so much. i feel so accepted and loved. ;w;

Has something happened to you so you feel this way now? If that's the case, then you should tell us, it could make it easier for us to find a way to make you feel better

 

Of course, if you don't want to tell us that's perfectly fine

 

 

Anyways, best of luck and I hope you feel better soon

Has something happened to you so you feel this way now? If that's the case, then you should tell us, it could make it easier for us to find a way to make you feel better :)Of course, if you don't want to tell us that's perfectly fine XDAnyways, best of luck and I hope you feel better soon

thank you.it may seem like i am overreacting or whatever but my best friend of ten years (i have never met him; he is an online friend of mine) has vanished from the site i rp on. he has been gone for three months after coming back after three years. i hope and pray every day that he comes back. i miss him so much. i have /never/ missed someone this much..

thank you.it may seem like i am overreacting or whatever but my best friend of ten years (i have never met him; he is an online friend of mine) has vanished from the site i rp on. he has been gone for three months after coming back after three years. i hope and pray every day that he comes back. i miss him so much. i have /never/ missed someone this much..

Well then the only thing you can do about that is getting distracted and kinda forget about the problem until he returns or you just get over this depression.

 

So yeah, the only thing I can recommend you to do is just think that there's no point in getting upset since it won't change anything; try to distract yourself from this and try living the best way you can. I hope it works