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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
i cant take any of this any more! :'( i hate people saying to me that my habits are bad, i know they are and im sorry for that, but i cant change what i have already done but i have already promised i will stop!
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedim not off to rehab x_x my mum doesnt know i started to drink, besides im not an alcoholic i just like to drink most nights but i havent smoked for 4 days and i only sipped a bit of wine at my friends party, so technically i havent been drunk for 4 days either
all i have to do is keep it upTheApprenticeofKingMickey repliedThat's good right? Maybe you should buy a squeeze ball so when you feel like smoking or drinking just squeeze that ball really hard.
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
everything happens for a reason, but you dont find out that reason till a little later on, but i still cant figure out why my friend died
its making my mind muddled up4Everbee replied3 ppl died in my family in just 5 months...i lose hope and i don't think there a reason
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
finally home sweet home now i get to talk to my baby
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
yay
i come all the way to see my best friend who i have known for 7 years and i havent seen her in 7 months and i come all the way to see her and she ditches me for people in her village that she sees everyday! and then she ignores me like i never existed! i dont think im ever gunna be friends with her again, im so glad im going home today
speak to you later Austen i love you loads and i cant wait to here about these dreams you have been saying to me
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
im off to my friends house for two nights wont be able to come online but i can go on my phone if anyone wants to talk, talk on my status or if not i will speak when i get back on saturday, im gonna miss you Austen, i love you xxxxxxxxx
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedAwww
but I'm not the hottest no where near baby, I can't wait to meet you and just to let you know your the sexiest guy in the world
trust me on that
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxKairi_Fan_2k11 repliedOh god please don't dump me! Please don't tell me I've let you do that :'( xxXxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
my dads nice
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
my sister has put a block on the laptop! i can only go on from 7am-7pm, i find it so unfair :'(
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedyeah i do because shes on it for about 5 hours, im out most of the day i sometimes get in at 6:30pm so i never get that much on it and if i do get in earlier im doing school work or work in general on it

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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
heard they might start a riot in otley not good
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedi get scared at night i grab my necklace and think of you, i really want to be with you right now xx
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
riots in london and birmingham not good! I thank the lord they aren't rioting in otley xx
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Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
Austen thanks for saying bye
i miss you, i love you so so so so much talk to me when you can cos i cant stand a second without talking to you, i liked our conversation earlier i hope we get to talk soon and when i visit it will be the best time of my life xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx -
Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
oh god, whatever was said last night I'm so so so so so so so so sorrry, i was drunk and I can't remember anything at all I'm such an idiot, I shudnt leave my phone out where people can get it
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedSucking lollypops? Ohhh.. I get ya, yeah it was my sister she was really drunk aswell and she was with this guy she liked and then yeah she's a slag, also I'm not gunna die of alcohol poisening cos I have only been drunk 2 nights in a row to celebrate my dead mates life, he died on the 5th feb this year and its been 6 months so we celebrated 2 nights, if I die I die I can't stop that, the one and only person I'm living for is Austen xx
Ivan repliedDid you know if you tell your significant other that they're the only reason you're living, it's considered an abusive relationship? The more you know (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedOh
I didn't mean it like that I meant he's my life and I love him more than life itself that's why I'm not dead cos his love saved me, that day in hospital I could have died but his love kept my heart going, well that's what I believe happened anyway x -
Kairi_Fan_2k11 posted a status update
oh god, whatever was said last night I'm so so so so so so so so sorrry, i was drunk and I can't remember anythinh
Kairi_Fan_2k11 repliedI was such an idiot I was on the road out side my sisters house drunk on the floor :')
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