Lexa Infinite

I'm happy to be back....I just wish Xoncron was on....XONCRON WHERE IS YOU?! T_T

I HAVE RETURNED! In other news, where the HELL is Xoncron? I missed him. To those of you who do the roleplay I had to leave before the break (and you know who you are) I WILL BE POSTING ON THAT SOON.

I have returned.

LOL, 1492. Columbus, much? ^__^

After today, I won't be on until January. Cheers, Merry Christmas and Happy New Years all.

Are you okay?

Why is there only 3 people online in my chat box? 0_O

Today is a lovely day. Especially since it's rainy so much outside. No, I'm not being sarcastic, I'm 100% serious; I love the rain. ^__^

Love and fear it.

Today's schedule:all day on a computer. I think I may go crazy due too much connection with the fandom. ^_^

Oh, that's so adorable. ^w^ >w< OMG, Imma die of cuteness.

DO. NOT. WANT.

Name officially changed!

Confirmed. I want my name to be Keyblade Master LexaIIIV.

And I just figured out how to explain KHI Riku in a sentence:Obsessive need to "play hero" with an unconscious Kairi + an equally obsessive rivalry with Sora

And I just figure out how to explain KHI Riku in a a sentence:Obsessive need to "play hero" with an unconscious Kairi + an equally obsessive rivalry with Sora

"That...was awesome." I said. "I hope Ven and William got out okay." Vanitas shrugged. "It's either they lived or died, end of story. Survival of the fittest." I stared at him in shock. "How could you say that?!" Vanitas rolled his eyes. "You really don't seem to get it." I shoved Vanitas's chest back. He looked at me in mild surprise and pushed me down. "You really are insane!" "WHAT DO YOU CARE?! YOU DON'T GIVE A FLYING LEAP ABOUT ME OR ANY OF US! YOU DON'T GIVE TWO RED CENTS ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF!" I stood up, face turning red and hot. I started making him back up. "Lexa, stop!" Xoncron said. "NO! THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND HIM! IF YOU HADN'T LIED TO ME AND MADE ME THINK THAT EVERYONE WAS DEAD, I COULD HAVE ENDED THIS BETTER, YOU SON OF A-" I stopped abruptly. My rage had reached its peak. I flew up my hand and backhanded Vanitas. To say it hurt is the least of it. I had forgotten about the metallic parts of his helmet and my hand stung. He turned his head back to me, eyes blazing fury. He snatched my right hand, still in the air. "That was uncalled for!" "LIKE HELL, IT WAS UNCALLED FOR!" I yelled back. "You really don't know when to quit, do you? "I. HATE. YOU." I roared at Vanitas. "REALLY?! BECAUSE I THINK OTHERWISE!" Vanitas yelled back. "What?" I said, shocked. "Your dark-side seemed to think differently! EXPLAIN THAT!" I stared for a minute, then turned away. "Look at me!" He grabbed the side of my face and pulled it closer to him, making it impossible to do anything else. "You're giving me answers. Now, start talking." He said. "I..." I tried to move back. "Now." He demanded. "I...can't tell you." I said. "Why?!" He growled. "I just can't." I said. "Can't or won't?" "Both." I said. "I'm tired of all these half-answers; you owe me, Lexa. Talk." I swear Vanitas's eyes do have hypnotizing powers. I started talking. "I do...like you....a lot." Vanitas glared. "I....was told by a very reliable source...you and I are....have....Don't judge me, it's not my choice!" I said. "What?" He said. "You and I....are connected. More tightly than most." "Really?" He tightened his grip on my wrist. "Ow." I said. "That's why you're so obsessed. Hate to break the truth to you, but your heart's been stolen by one who has none." His eyes were cold and hard. "Lies." I said. "LIES?!" "Lies told by Xehanort to you. Lies meant to keep you under his control. Listen to me. Xehanort is using you, just as he used Terra, the first Organization-" "How dare you." He moved his hand from my face to my other wrist. "Xehanort has done everything for me to-" "To be his puppet." I said, unafraid. "I'm no one's puppet." He said. "Yes, you are." I said. "Listen to someone besides yourself and Xehanort! Please!" He shoved me into Xoncron. "Pathetic. I've no time for sentiment. Take it to someone who cares." He opened a dark corridor. I ran forward and grabbed his arm. "Please, don't go." I said. He looked back at me. "You know, you're rather sexy when you're pissed. Maybe it's your eyes. Kind of reminds me of myself. They have a habit of showing what's inside, if you catch my drift." He tapped beside his right eye and winked. I let go. Vanitas chuckled and walked out. "Lexa, you okay?" Xoncron said. "I'm going to kill him. Slowly. Painfully. Lots of fire." I said. "I can't believe I was so stupid." I looked up. "But I'm not giving up. I'm gone to far to give up. I'm gonna keep trying. Let's try to find where Rixec, William and Ven are. This place is nothing but an imitation of a memory."

"Good luck. You'll need it." Braig warped off. "Xoncron, Rixec, give me time!" I said. I ran over to Vanitas's unconscious form. "Vanitas! VANITAS, WAKE! UP!" I shouted. "LEXA, ARE YOU CRAZY?!" Xoncron said. "It's the only chance we got!" I said. Vanitas started to stir. "Wha-" He looked up and started to glare. "No, no, I'm cool; see, green, not gold." I pointed at my eyes. "Look, we've got a massive Heartless issue and we need your help as much as you need ours." "Where's Braig?" "He ran." "THAT...." Vanitas started to get mad. "He said that...Oh, he's dead." Vanitas stood up and rubbed his neck. "You've got a mean streak in there, you know." Vanitas looked at me in...respect? "Yeah...." I said. Vanitas suddenly leaped toward me. I yelped and ducked. I saw the remaining smoke from a destroyed Heartless. "Thanks." I said and summoned Bond of Flame. "Truce?" He said. "Yeah." I said. Vanitas and I charged into the fray. The two of us started parting the Heartless like the Red Sea. It was like we were two pieces in a part, good enough to work on our own, but much stronger working together. We met again, back to back."You're pretty good." Vanitas said. "Not as good as me, though." "Consider I've only been at this for a few days?""You're good. But not that good.""This is never gonna end.""Seems like it." "We need to...find a way to bring them down all at once." I panted. "And how do you want to do that?" Vanitas asked sarcastically. "We'll..." The idea struck me. "We'll bring down the house. If we can bring this place down and get out..." Vanitas kneeled down and cupped his hand to make a foothold. "Ready?" "Okay!" I gave it a running start and managed to hit the roof with Bond of Flame, hard. I must have hit something supporting it as the roof started caving in. Vanitas caught me when I fell back down. "RUN!" We started running to the door.

I opened my eyes to see a corrupted version of my Awakening. My sleeping face was now wide awake; half of my face was held her face, golden eye glowing and the other half was me still held the emerald green. "So, you managed to find yourself? Big f&cking whoop." I turned to my right to see her. "You know, I'm rather pissed off at you." I said. "Yeah, I know. I am you." She rolled her eyes. God, this..thing was everything I hate about me. (Okay, making a note here, please, when talking about her, replace the word thing with swearword of your choice. Because my personal opinion of her would probably get me banned.) "So, we just gonna talk or we gonna fight?!" I said. "Now we agree. I think I might let you in on something first. God, I just don't know if I should; it might just break that little heart of yours..." My blood ran cold. "What did you do?!" "Oh, it's not what I did, it's what I am doing. I dare say your boyfriend is in a lot of trouble. With a capital T." She grinned maliciously. "My boyfriend?! I'm single!" I said. "You should know that." "Oh, my bad. Apparently you still don't get the point: the person who is your inspiration, your muse, is seriously getting his ass handed to him out there." "YOU!" I nearly did what I always did: charge blindly forward. Shut it down. I stopped myself. "You are going to pay." I said, calmly. "Oh, that's different. No rage, Lexa?" She smirked and summoned Bond of Flame. "Well, I've got plenty." She ran straight forward. I moved swiftly and slightly to the right. She missed entirely. "What?!" I pulled her left shoulder to where she faced me. And then I proceeded to punch her in the nose. "OWW!" My hand stung a bit while she jumped up and down about her nose. "OMG, YOU B!TCH!" She literally said O-M-G. I laughed. "Really? I expected much more." I said. "Oh, playtime's over, brat! I AM the superior one!" The platform got darker as she started a song, face fierce and deadly. "I will break into your thoughts, with what's written on my heart I will-" I covered my ears as I braced myself for the impact. "-BREAK!" I flew back to the other side of the platform. "I'm so sick, infected with where I live!Let me live without this, empty bliss,selfishness! I'm so sick!" Why did she have to use one of my favorite songs?! I reached for something strong, something to fight back as I felt myself fading fast. I was nearly gone when the song started. "I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive, so I'm going to start over tonight, beginning with you and I! When this memory fades, I'm gonna make sure it's replaced,with chances taken, hope embraced and have I told you?" She lurched back as I regained myself and started after her. "I settled down a twisted up frown, disguised as a smile. Well, you would have never known! I had it all ,but not what I wanted, 'cause hope for me was a place uncharted and overgrown!" I was on a roll. She started fading, turning transparent. "You'd make your way in.I'd resist you just like this;You can't tell me to feel! The truth never set me free, so, I did it myself. You can't be too careful anymore,when all that is waiting for you, won't come any closer! You've got to reach out a little more! More More More, MORE!" She looked utterly shocked as I summoned Bond of Flame out of her hand. "HOW!? I HAD YOU- "Open your eyes, like I opened mine! It's only the real world, a life you will never know! Shifting your weight to throw off the pain Well you can ignore it, but only for so long! You look like I did You resist me just like this! You can't tell me to heal! And it hurts remembering, how it felt to shut down!" "STOP!" She tried to conjure up something. "It's rather sorry that you can't keep a good hold of yourself. My heart knows which of us is right. I suggest surrendering now before things get ugly." I said. "FORGET YOU!" She said. "I should have used fear first; this was rather stupid. Now, I'm unable to try that...." "That, you should have, and you may have won. But, I doubt it." I said. She briefly glared at her feet, then got a surprised look. "How about you look down?" She leered. I slowly looked down. I could see the Great Hall through the panes. She had Vanitas by the throat, holding him above the ground. "Vanitas!" I yelled, and looked back up. "Nice try. I know the only way we're gonna end this is one of us fading into the other." "Yep. Or one of us surrendering." She said. "Give up and I'll let him off the hook." "Never." I said. I rushed forward. I found myself on the other side of her. "NOT...DONE...YET...." She exploded into a swarm of darkness. I covered my face as it came rushing around me. We met this time as we both claimed the same song. ""I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top. She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock. It's a matter of time before we all run out. When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth! I waited eight long months. She finally set him free. I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me. Two weeks and we caught on fire, She's got it out for me,but I wear the biggest smile. "Whoa, i never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now. Whoa, it was never my intention to brag, to steal it all away from you now. But God does it feel so good, cause I got him where I want him now.And if you could then you know you would. 'Cause God it just feels so- It just feels so good. We split again, battling in song, which I dare say is very much like a mixture of a rap battle, a battle of wits and a cat fight. (NOTE: me=red, her=gold, together=black) "Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change. And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged. I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way. Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you. Looking as innocent as possible to get to who, They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right. Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse! Whoa, i never meant brag But I got him where I want him now. Whoa, it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now. But God does it feel so good, 'Cause I got him where I want him right now. And if you could then you know you would. 'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good. I watched his wildest dreams come true Not one of them involving you Just watch my wildest dreams come true Not one of them INVOLVING! WHOA, I NEVER MEANT TO BRAG, BUT I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW! Whoa, i never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now. Whoa, it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now. But God does it feel so good, 'Cause I got him where I want him now. And if you could then you know you would. 'Cause God it just feels SO- It just feels so good!" "No, I refuse to loose to such an idiot! You won't..." She landed on her knees, trying to keep herself together. "It's over." I said. "You'll never be rid of me." She growled. "I know, but at least I'll be able to keep you under lock and key." I said. As she faded, the Awakening grew brighter and became less corrupt. You have done well. I felt myself rise up and out, unsure of what havoc she had reigned during my absence. Alright, that was hard. I had several ideas I had to cut for this. But, oh, my god, that was fun! Alright, to make my dark-side even more annoying, I kinda envisioned her with a Larxene-ish voice. Don't worry, this isn't the last we'll see of her! Good luck, guys!

"Awaken, Lexa. It is time." My eyes fluttered open. My mouth dropped as I saw the room. "The Land of Departure...?" I sat up and shook my head, shaking off the drowsiness. A hand appeared in front of me and I looked up. "You're...Master Eraqus?" I said, surprised. "Yes. It's nice to meet you, Lexa." He helped me to my feet. "Oh!" I quickly bowed in respect. "And it's an honor to meet you, sir." "Thank you. Now, then, on to the matter at hand: your heart is on the teetering edge of falling permanently in to darkness. If it should, that Unversed Lexa shall be all that is left of you." I shuddered at the thought. "But-why didn't I turn into a Heartless? Or a Nobody? Why did I turn into an Unversed instead? Are Xoncron and the rest okay? What-" "One question at a time." Eraqus said, calmly. "Yes, sir." I said, respectfully. "First, you did not turn into one as your light is safeguarded by the one who is your light." "My light? But then why-" The answer hit me like a sack of bricks. "Oh, no, no, no, no, Vanitas, he can't be-that's impossible-" "What is possible and what is impossible are not always set in stone. Regardless, he is your light. And you, his. As for your friends, Vanitas lied to you. They are still alive. For now. Rixec is on his way back here. He has found his memory and himself. He'll be coming back the same and yet different." "And Xoncron?" I asked. "And William and Ven?" "I...know not of Xoncron or the rest. I apologize." Eraqus looked truly apologetic. "It's okay." I said. "Master?" "Yes?" "If I go and face her...will it cause another Vanitas/Ventus-like cataclysm?" "No. You are very special in the matters of your heart. A heart this world has never seen the likes of before. One that flickers between light and darkness like a candle to a flame. However, you are one who will always bring light and warmth to the world, mind that you keep a hold of your fire." Eraqus said. "I've been getting that a lot." I said. "For you to have your strength to the fullest, you must learn to control your temper and think before acting unless the situation is absolutely dire. Do you understand?" "Yes, Master." I said. "Master, about Vanitas...How-" "You will have to figure out that one for yourself. Now, it is time for you to awaken fully and completely." "One last question: where is this?" "It's a stopping point. Limbo, you might say. A place where light and dark both end and begin." "Oh." I said. "Are you ready, Lexa? Reclaiming yourself is not going to be easy." "I'm ready." The room disappeared and I rushed toward the light. Prepare your heart for a battle. She will challenge you first, in time. My heart's a battleground.....

I drifted and dreamed of memories that were not mine. "She passed out again?! Does she have health issues or something?!" Rixec said. Xoncron shook my limp body. "She must be fighting something. I recognize that fierce look on her face. Somebody's about to receive hell; you couldn't pay me to go inside her mind." Xoncron said. "So, catatonic again?" Vanitas appeared at the front of the chapel, bathed in the eerie light from the stained glass window. "You! You have something to do with this!" Xoncron stood up. "Perhaps. Insanity happens to be something I revel in." Vanitas smirked, utterly triumphant. "What are you going to do without her? She is the strongest in this group." Vanitas summoned Void Gear. "How well will you fare with out your fiery friend?" Xoncron and William rushed forward. Vanitas yawned and sent two Dark Firaga, sending them back. "Please, is that REALLY the best you can do? It's no wonder your friend has to do all the fighting; you are all....worthless." Vanitas was actually starting to get on Ven's nerves. Normally he wasn't one to get mad about anything but Vanitas was taking it TOO FAR. Glaring at Vanitas he let his hand tighten around Wayward Wind. "That's it! I'm not gonna let you talk about anyone like this again!" Running three steps he vanished in small burst of light after the third step. "Oh man, Vani, you just made him mad. I wonder how well that'll end for you!?" Holding her stomach, William was trying so hard not fall over. Vanitas was not gonna be her biggest fan at the end of the day. This was mean considering she was a major Vanitas fan but Ventus needed the love. Well that and it was messing with her favorite characters. "You know I think Lexa is gonna hate me after finding out I was a Vani fan but oh well she'll have to survive." Taking out one of her swords she got ready to go after Vanitas. "Okay Ventus hit him now!" Finally he reappeared above Vanitas with a murderous grin. Striking down with his keyblade covered in a tremendous amount of light the result was amazing. The keyblade made direct contact with Vanitas chest as the trapped light exploded causing both figures to be launched back by the force of the attack. Being sent back he flipped managing to stay on his feet as his grin only got bigger. "Now let's see how well you fight NOW. I picked up a trick thanks to a gift from Yen Sid. I'm not afraid of what I have to use with it." "Well, Vani, I got big surprise for you. I talked to Ventus earlier and figured out a way to give him a edge. Now Ven can take some of YOUR darkness. I hope you love it as much as I do." She explained while getting ready to strike him herself as she gave Ventus a thumbs up. It still bothered her slightly that Ventus had been so willing to use it but it was going to help. Making sure to keep an eye on Ventus one mental note was made. 'The color around his pupil is yellow. Got to make sure his whole eye doesn't turn the same color.' Taking a deep breathe she ran at Vanitas with Ventus following along. Oh, this was going to be so painful. I drifted once more and came upon horror. "Ah, Lexa. You are beautiful." I looked at my own face as darkness poured in. The eyes were gold, the tips of her hair were pitch black, my coat ripped to shreds, red material filling in the gaps; the violet markings under the eyes had vanished under the white-pale skin. Vanitas leaned on 'my' shoulder, grinning. 'I' was a nightmare given form. The darkest parts of my heart and mind personified. "Yes. This quite suits me." The voice was much more quiet than mine, but it was more lethal for it. It was hypnotic and melodious. I shrank back from it, my very being rebelling it. 'I' looked over at Vanitas and laid a hand on his face. For reasons unknown to me, this pissed me off to no end. HANDS OFF, B!TCH! Vanitas flinched away from the touch. She leaned in and started to say something. I couldn't hear what she whispered in Vanitas's ear, but, apparently, Vanitas did not appreciate it. "I've changed my mind." Vanitas said, and started walking out toward the door. "Oh?" She said and leaped over and in front of Vanitas. "Move." Vanitas rolled his eyes. "Nah-uh." She said, playfully. "Not until you pay the toll." "And what would that be?" Vanitas said. "This." She lunged forward and pressed her lips to his. OH. MY. GOD. HELL! NO! There is no word except for "You have just pressed ALL of the berserk buttons on Lexa. Congrats!" describes how much I was seeing red. Needless to say, I was gratified by Vanitas's reaction. He quickly pushed her off. "WHAT THE HELL, YOU SLUT!?" You took the words right out of my mouth, Vanitas! I smirked inside as he chewed that...THING out. I drifted off once more as Vanitas turned his back to her and left. I was left with conflicting melodies and under-toned harmonies as the only sound I had, all crashing parts of songs that my warring heart had left.

My ankle is better now! ^_^ YAY!

"Greeeeeeeeeeat. Oh,my God, the KHI map is so confusing. " I said to myself. "This must be the past, then...." I looked around the upside down waterfall. "Let's go head up to the Great Hall. It'll be better to have the higher ground." I said. William hesitated. "Look, if we stay here, we're sitting ducks for Heartless." I said. "Alright." William sighed. "Thanks." I said, smiling. We made our way up to the castle's main doors. "Sooooo....you're here, too." I looked to my left immediately. "Vanitas!" All except me summoned their weapons. "Peace. I'm not going to attack you. Just so you know, that idiot in grey got me here as well." "Isn't he with you?" Xoncron asked. "I honestly have no idea. Either he's not, or someone didn't give him the memo." Vanitas jumped over the gap between the two outcroppings, landing a few feet from me. "Hello, Ventus. How's your head doing?" Vanitas grinned. Ventus glared. "We'll move on to that later. I'm still pissed at you for-" "Kicking your ass from one side of The World That Never Was to the next? I figured you would be. You're not here to make simple chit-chat, are you?" I said. "No." He said. Time slowed down as Vanitas lunged forward. I moved right of him, his momentum unable to change direction. I leaned down and caught my right leg under his left, causing him to fall. "Whoa!" He fell on his hands. "How did you do that?!" Vanitas stood back up. He summoned Void Gear. He swung it forward. Time slowed again and I stopped the blade between my hands. "WHOA!" I said. "What the hell!?" Vanitas said. "Yeah, that's what I'm saying." I said. "How are you-" Vanitas stopped himself. "Where you holding back the other day?!" He demanded. I shook my head. "I actually kind of....blacked-out. I had no control over those last 15 minutes of the fight." I said. "So, you would have even attacked your own friends?" "NO! No, I would never have...." "Not so sure, are you? You've got quite the berserk button. It reminds me of a person you seem to really hate. Maybe you should consider the similarities, Lexa." Vanitas warped away. "Lexa, you're not going to listen to him, are you?!" Xoncron said. "He's right, though." I said. "Ignore him, Lexa." Rixec said. "Let's head up." I thought we were never going to get to the castle chapel. The castle was absolutely infested with Heartless, not to mention the Lift Stop system sucks. "The Great Hall is..." I turned to the right. "You hear that, right?" I said. "No, it's silent, Lexa. What are you hearing?" Xoncron said. "Music...." I said. "What song is it?" William asked. "I know it, but...." It was so faint; I could only detect the beat. I closed my eyes and tuned into it. "Something lately drives crazy, has to do with how you make me, struggle to get your attention, calling you brings apprehension." I broke free as the song started to drive me into darkness. "What?!" I said. "What was it?" Xoncron said. "A song I was using for the project I was working on before I left. How-" The dark song seized hold of me. I could only see the passing beats and strum of the beats. I know seeing sound sounds weird, no pun intended, but it was very...eye opening. "Damn, if you didn't want me back, why'd you have to act like that?! It's confusing to the core, because I know you want it. Oh, and if you don't wanna be something substantial with me then why do you give me more? Babe I know you want it." I tried to pull away from it, but this song had me in an iron grip. "Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along? Someone stop this song, so I won't sing-" My song was cut silent as the other doubled its strength. "Aim, pull the trigger! Feel the pain getting bigger! Go insane from the bitter feeling! Trippin' super psycho love!" I had to break this now. I felt myself fading quickly; this thing was possessing me. I pulled out my strongest song. The project I had worked on for months and still hadn't finished. "The question asked in order, to save her life or take it, the answer no to avoid death,the answer yes would make it, make it!" The force pulled back a little. I took this chance and caught it off guard to attack it with another song. The first project I had ever done. No doubt this was going to pack a punch. "I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top. She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock. It's a matter of time before we all run out. When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth!" The dark entity pulled away as I reclaimed myself. "I waited eight long months. She finally set him free. I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me. Two weeks and we caught on fire, She's got it out for me,but I wear the biggest smile." I let go as the chorus caught my whole being. It'd didn't feel as if I was draining my strength. It felt like I was doubling it and regaining strength I'd lost long ago. "Whoa, i never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now. Whoa, it was never my intention to brag, to steal it all away from you now. But God does it feel so good, cause I got him where I want him now.And if you could then you know you would. 'Cause God it just feels SO-" I gasped and opened my eyes. I found myself in the Great Hall, sitting on my legs. "Damn. Based upon your analysis, I had given this a 80 percentile of success." I looked up. Vanitas and the man in the shroud stood beside each other. "I told you she was stubborn." Vanitas said. My hands were tied behind my back. "Where's Xoncron? And Rixec and William and Ventus?!" I asked. "Oh, they're in good hands." Vanitas said, casually. "What do you mean?!" I said. "Well....Xoncron may have managed to really piss me off when you had your moment and I might have let loose a little." I stared up in shock. "You mean-?!" "Yes." Vanitas grinned from ear to ear. "YOU BASTARD! YOU SON OF A-" I started to yell and then I doubled over. "No....this is my fault." I saw their faces in my head. "See?" The man in the shroud said. "She will not fight against you. Test it for yourself." Vanitas snapped his fingers. The bonds on my hands fell away. "Come, Lexa." Vanitas commanded. "No." I said. "What?!" "Not a chance. You're gonna pay. You're gonna feel what I feel. I'm going to make you wish you never exist." I stopped for a moment. I had nothing else to loose. I wasn't going to get home without help. I couldn't do this alone. I had nothing to lose. "I GIVE MY HEART TO THE DARKNESS!" I ceased to know what became of myself as my hear floated away into a safe, warming light. "Sleep, child. We will have much to learn when you awaken." I smiled at the soothing voice. It was obvious that the man was older much older than I, and yet it was familiar. I felt completely safe as I slept in the light. Wow, I am on a roll. Xoncron, have fun pissing off Vanitas. I'm sure you'll find a way. I'm sure all of you can figure out what'll happen to me when the darkness consumes. In fact, I'm letting you control that part. Have fun!

Axel, to me, is the face of Kingdom Hearts; he was really the character that got me into this. It was his voice, his personality, the way he did things that really pulled me into the Kingdom Hearts series; if it wasn't for Axel, I don't think I'd be as big of a Kingdom Hearts fan as I am now.

I looked over. I made not a sound but motioned for Rixec to sit next to me. He did and we sat for at least an hour before I made a noise. I started singing. "Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need youTell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questionsOh let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tailsHeads on a science apartNobody said it was easyIt's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easy." My voice caught and I felt my eyes water.No one ever said it would be this hardOh, take me back to the start." "Lexa?""Don't interrupt me." "I was just guessing at numbers and figuresPulling the puzzles apartQuestions of science, science and progressDon't speak as loud as my heartAnd tell me you love me, come back and haunt meOh and I rush to the startRunning in circles, chasing our tailsComing back as we areNobody said it was easyOh it's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be so hardI'm going back to the start." I felt hot tears running down my face. I started wiping my face with my right sleeve. "Even in the real world, I would nearly cry over this song...." I said. Rixec suddenly embraced me. I started crying harder. I felt a second pair of strong arms wrap around me. "It's okay. It's okay." Xoncron said. I leaned into Xoncron. "I...I...." I couldn't stop. I stayed like that for who knows how long. After a while, I felt the need to explain. "That....was about...I miss everyone back home...and I'm rather shocked about my assistant..."I said. "That's right; Vanitas was your assistant in your posts, right?" "Not just that: Vanitas is my muse, the source of my work and projects and writing,my imagination personified. I feel as if someone's torn a hole in my heart where my imagination." I said. "I'm in love with my work, you could say." I laughed weakly."What's that supposed to mean?" Xoncron said. "Wouldn't you like to know? Unfortunately, that's one of the secrets I need to keep." I said. "You gonna be okay?" Rixec said. I nodded. "I'll be okay. I just had a lot on my mind." I smiled a bit. "I've made a decision: you two are picking where we go next, I honestly don't care! Anywhere but here and near!" I laughed. "That's the Lexa I know!" Xoncron said, lightly punching me in the arm. I grinned, feeling much more like myself. "Yep, anywhere but here and near. Have I made a rhyme?" I said. "You talk just like you post: random." Xoncron said. "Yep, and that's not gonna change, ever." I said. "So, our destination: where to?"