-sigh-

 

Things haven't been looking up for me lately and I've been acting differently D:

 

I just stopped being friends with 2 people tonight because I don't have fun with them anymore and one of them intentionally tries to make me hate/dislike them, which is stupid. I don't care if they are talking to someone I do not like, or if they go out to parties and have the "greatest time ever" and people dancing all over them or getting drunk to where they can't remember where they are or who they are with. I. honestly. don't. care.

I used to like the guy too, but now it's like he is shoving it in my face that he is having fun and talking to these girls that are honestly quite trashy. I have a boyfriend and don't care about that guy anymore; he's not attractive anymore at all. He just tries to make people jealous about him or "want" him. It's quite selfish and disgusting.

The other guy I stopped being friends with was actually nice, but when we would hang out with the other guy he would turn into a complete different person. When I'd hang out with them, they'd talk about girls and just it would get annoying hearing them talk about partying or drinking. Ugh. I need some new friends, seriously. I'm happy I'm not friends with them anymore. I hate people who try to make themselves seem better or appear all big and bad and I hate Facebook -_- They make all these statuses where they are like "EPIC PARTY TONIGHT SDJFNISDAJFIUSDA" and just smartass shit like that. Who. Cares. What is stupid is when people go on and on about it on Facebook and try to make other people jealous. I know I am sounding like I am bitching and complaining, but no one needs to know everything you are doing -_- It's annoying....and some people need to stfu on there. Don't get me wrong, Facebook is alright but eeeesh.

 

Another thing is, this girl who my ex-boyfriend was cheating on me with came to our town for a New Year's Eve party and was like glaring at me at the party and asked one of my ex-friends, "Is that Brittany ______?"

I mean really, girl, I don't care. Why are you here? Lol. You don't know me. Go back to the town that is like 3 hours away from here, lol. No one cares or will see you again here. I mean, starting highschool drama like that? No thanks. I don't give a fudge honestly.

 

I've been angry lately about several things. I'm tired of how self-centered some people have become and I'm getting irritated by how nice I am letting some of my friends get away with it. I'm just ready to be a bitch to some of them.

 

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Also, another thing for the forum, you guys are taking things too seriously. This is a forum, you know where you go talk with people who have a common interest as you. If someone bothers you, just ignore them. I mean come on. If someone offends you, just report them, geez it's just a click away. If you don't like it here then why come back? If it's a "shithole" then why not make it better instead of going around complaining how bad it is. We can only do so much, we have lives, you have lives. We are making some decisions on how to make it better, so just be patient. Everything has its ups and downs.

dear god Facebook...you don't want to get me started on how much I hate it. What makes it worse is that people feel the need to update their status about every 1 minute and a half. I mean, no one gives a shit about whether you're about to go somewhere with your friend, or that you just bought new shoes, or that you're eating dinner...it's ridiculous. /rant

 

People like that are disgusting...they start shit because it gives them a thrill (apparently) and it just turns them into complete assholes.

 

Honestly, if they're really getting on your nerves, you SHOULD call them out. Things'll only get worse if you keep pretending to ignore how they're acting.

 

either way, I wish you the best and that you end up finding some new friends.

ahhh well, it will soon blow over, ur just having a bad time, just think of positive things in bleak times, like ur not with ur bf anymore, they dont even deserve anyone if they cheat cause its just plain wrong. and you lose friends every now and again, but u also gain new 1s too. oh and FB is a waste of time i learned that from south park and i dont think ur a bitch, after alll it takes 1 to know 1. just dont take no notice off the people who mess around, theyll get bored after a while hope this helps

Its probably for the best that your not friends with them like that I mean lads like that just wanna get shitfaced at parties and get easy girls cause they're to randy to think straight. I was at one once where everyone were all getting a coach bus from the party and there were a lads and girls like riding each other and I was just thinking "aw cmon theres a time and a place"

 

As for Facebook writing updates saying their getting shitfaced at parties in CAPS and just repeating it then just looking for attention making people go like "Ok have fun". Dont worry about facebook its not bitchy saying things Im barely ever on there anymore I just check it the odd time to catch up.

 

Im not like saying should start being mean to people that wont treat you the way you treat them but you can always be sly and subtle about how you treat them like ignoring texts or if your brave enough dropping sly comments. Just dont feel bitter towards others cause its a horrible feeling.

ugh facebook. At least it's no as bad as twitter

Hmm... Interesting. Sorry about your "friends". I've been losing friends in cases like these except not as serious. Well screw them, just get new friends, some who actually know what they're doing people smart like you. Besides, I can aways be your friend. even tough we're like, 8 years apart

I hope everything ends well.

Thanks everyone for the comments and it's helping me get through everything right now. Yes, I will try to find some new friends but I've just felt like no one wants to hang out with me lately, even my boyfriend.. D: I'm going to have a talk with him the next time I see him.

I'm glad that you aren't friends with them anymore. They sound pretty mean--those aren't the kinds of people you hang out with to benefit yourself. Friends are supposed to support you and help you grow, and they didn't seem to be doing a good job of that.

 

Just trying sitting down at a new table at lunch or in classes. You're really sweet and I'm sure people will like you. (: