Every day I've been getting more and more depressed. My life slumps further and I get deep into things on the computer and it is just stressing me out. I'm starting to doubt the relationship I have with my girlfriend, and I'm having trouble being a good friend. It's now been taking visible effects on me whenever I get depressed, I get awfully tired, and people can tell something is wrong, they just don't know what. I'm going to have to tell someone, I'm gonna have to spill some of the things I've been holding inside. I'm going to have to give up some of my privacy, and people are going to know, they will see parts of the real me, I'm gonna have to sacrifice a lot if this is going to work, I just hope there will be some things that I can keep within myself, some of my dark perversions that I don't want to talk to people about. I want to have something that they don't know, I don't want my whole flesh and blood to be out in the open, my mistakes, my ruined soul, and my state with the Higher Being. I'm a broken vase, and I need mending.

Don't keep things to yourself. If its something you can't hold it in, Just let it all out. Its better to let it all go than just suffering inside. Deal with things slowly and think before you do anything. No matter how bad the situation is, you just gotta let it go sometimes.

I perfectly understand you bro. I was in your same position only I wasn't dating at the time but once I opened up, even though I didn't want others to know how I was, I got medication and a little bit of help. It's not really doing all that good for me anymore because I have people against me here back at home and no one accepts me for who I am outside the net but I'm sure you'll have someone there to help you and it'll work out. You've come this far to give up and even though it's getting harder you're going to have a break sooner or later and you're going to see the light. Talk to your gf about feeling depressed. You don't have to come out with everything just like that, you need to make baby steps at first. You should take some time away off the computer as well. I know it's hard to leave but it if it helps the stress go down then do that. I'm always here to talk with you bro if you need me

One word.

o/ woot I'm not alone!

But you can talk about this with me, as well, I understand how it's like.

Boy am I glad that I talked to Cricket the other day