Okay, I know I disappeared for a long time now but I'm back for a little while because I need to get this problem out. Lets go.

 

I'm a girl who likes girls. And what are these kind of people called? Lesbians, right? In my family, its called a DISGRACE. My family shuns gays and lesbians. They think of them as eye sores of the society (Besides my sis, who seems to accept them slowly).

I love girls, but I can also like guys. But the only kind of guys I can like are 2D ones, you know, like video game characters. So, what does this make me? I don't know. I have no idea.

Enough stupid nonsense. All I want to say is that I have this one girl that I like in school. I'm too young to be in a relationship, and I certainly do not want to get into one yet. But this girl (I'm going to refer to her as mentor now), how do I say it...I just really like her, okay? I don't really have any reasons besides the fact that she teaches me how to play the violin at school.

My good friend seems really close to mentor, and somehow I feel kind of jealous whenever she is around her talking and whatnot. I also try to avoid eye contact with mentor because every time I look at her I feel nervous. I really really like her. She's not very beautiful on the outside, but she's kind and understanding, and she's kinda cute too, well to me at least.

I think mentor is straight (Most people in my school is straight). I don't want to get into a relationship but I want to tell her my feelings. But I know after that she will think of me as a weirdo or something so I just want to keep it to myself.

...I think I'm weird. Help?

-Annoyed, Fishy.

It is completely fine for you to be a lesbian. I like many other people think it's cool for a person to be a lesbian.

 

I don't know what it's like there, but it should be accepted.

It doesn't matter if you're a lesbian or not.

Be yourself.

Your family's going to accept for who you are sooner or later.

I've got the exact same problem, except I'm a boy and he's a boy...

._.

However, it's not 'weird' to be a lesbian.It's just who you are. It's like saying you're weird for having eyes of their color.

It's perfectly fine, but I know what it's like to be a disgrace to the family. I'm just to scared to tell them

Thanks guys. But right now I just really want to tell her how I feel but I don't have enough guts to do it, and I don't want to be in a relationship so I'm kinda stuck eh.

Talking besides the point that your family thinks you're a disgrace(which is what everyone is ONLY talking about, going away from the HUGE paragraph at the end), if that mentor is as kind and understanding as you say, look her in the eyes and explain what you feel. If she just makes fun of you, then that means she isn't that kind of person. But I think Ran-sama wouldn't lie, so you should tell her. When you're alone is fine if you like privacy about this sort of thing.

Thanks guys...I'm feeling much better now.

I decided not to tell her, because...well I don't know why but I just don't want to /shot

I still like her though! She really is a great person.

Ok first of all your family needs to start behaving like a family and support you,but also be proud of who you are.thats the best i can say on that secondly live life with no regrets.If you like someone tell them.even if youre not ready for a relationship it could lead to future crushes where you keep it bottled up.Its always better to come clean about it then hide it because of how old you are or if youre ready or not